Do you believe... if you don't have butterflies and skips of heartbeats, but you trust a person that you can grow to have those kind of feelings for them??
don't lie about pregnancy man... i had a massive pregnancy scare once. honestly the most terrifying thing i've ever been through. don't even lie about that... it's a serious matter... it's like... lying about illness.
listen, of course im not going to the police! it was a massive mistake in my eyes and i'd rather forget it... it's not hard, i can't even remember it. but look at it this way... how could i of expected him to turn down sex? i mean, i clearly must've been quite provocative to get myself in that position. boys will be boys. by the way guys, IM NOT PREGNANT! HURRAH!!!!!
ofc i feel taken advantage of... i wanted to lose my virginity to someone i loved, i wanted it to be special. i didn't want it to be a foggy distant memory in my mind - just a blurry image of someone i barely knew lying over me hurting me/ the last time he spoke to me in person was in the morning. i got changed, came back to say "im going to work.." he just grunted "bye." does that count as talking? the last time i spoke to him via technology was him telling me to go get the morning after pill..…
i was on the pill, but i didn't take it regular enough for it to be effective. so i took my last pill on saturday night (the night i had sex..) so my period should have come on monday morning, that's usually how it happens
i meet nice guys, they aren't bastards. i've tried being with all types of guys. but here's how every single 'thing' i've been in has gone: 1. meet, like, fancy 2. get number, text all day 3. meet 3 or 4 times 4. he kisses me 4.5 says he really likes me 5. texts get less 6. boy gets busy 7. no more man. what the heck am i doing wrong ?!
aha, the scare's not quite over YET... ah, i'm not going to drink that much ever again... i know you think "yeah, right!" but i just feel so ashamed that it's scared me out of drinking almost all together ---------- Post added at 05:28 PM ---------- Previous post was at 05:24 PM ---------- but thank you so much guys, this support is really helping as i can't really tell my family... its only a scare but im absolutely crapping it
well i think if you're not going to turn to God, any god. you should at least turn to someone close, family, friends, whatever. don't whine, moan... just... talk. you wouldn't believe the load it takes off
Quote from Kevmo7: “why dont you remember?” i was incredibly drunk... he basically took advantage. along with my virginity. woop. but i can't really blame it on him, takes two to tango
there's so much wrong in the world because along with God and good, there's evil and wrong-doing... just because a God exists doesn't mean we all live in a perfect heavenly place-that's the afterlife. God has a plan for us all, we can chose not to follow that plan. PS/ on a non-christian note. bad things happen to all of us, move on with your life and realise life's a gift + one day you're not going to have the chance to even wake up in the morning or have a little thought. and you'll regret all…
the thing is... i just don't remember a lot of it... i don't know whether he wasnt wearing it for the most of it... or whether it didn't work... eugh. i feel so incredibly stupid -_-
yeah... but im pretty sure the condom didnt work- v_v plus... he kinda... didn't dispose of it straight away, he took it off, and left it where we were lying. so i suppose it's possible i could've maybe.... touched the stuff.
this is so retarded. this was my first time having sex... im definitely thinking twice before ever doing it again. ---------- Post added at 06:46 PM ---------- Previous post was at 06:45 PM ---------- im just so terrified
im feeling okay, the woman at the chemist said that the old pill used to make people sick, but not this one. very rarely does it make you vomit.... :l im just so terrified. whens the soonest id be able to tell?