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  • Thank you all so very much. Alaan, thank you, thank you. That sounds like a perfect way to help me out. And yes, I know alcohol is no better than the one before... I seriously appreciate the replies And it's good to hear some praise. Thanks Craig. And Sabrina, your post helped me tons too. I've been working on being less stressed. It seems to be helping. I haven't had a drink in two days, which is a lot for me...

  • Regret

    unknownann - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    So... basically I blew up here about a week ago...And I feel if I post someone might bring it up >< and I know my mistake sooo yeah just wanted this put out there. Anyways... I kicked self-harm in the arse. Buuut lately I've been relying on alcohol to "solve" my problem. Blah...I don't know. I don't have much support. I'm really hard on myself and I don't know. I feel selfish when I look back on this post and see all the "I"s and I feel like I' just whining... :eek: Holy crap that really is alot…

  • Re: Dammit!

    unknownann - - Friends and Family

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    Thank you Anna... And I apologize for blowing up...I have no problem helping my mom. But when he asked me to do it, it felt like he was saying I hadn't been doing anything, and it felt as if I had just been given the weight of the world. Sorry for causing trouble... Just needed to say that.

  • Re: Dammit!

    unknownann - - Friends and Family

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    I needed to vent. So I came here. I have nowhere else to fucking go. No friends. No life. nothing. My mom makes every little excuse to not do something. She gets a paper cut and whines about it and how she thinks it might be infected and goes to the god damn ER. Im sick of her stressing me out. I love my mom. I fucking keeo the house clean, make dinner, and I mothered my older sister when she lived here. Im the god damn adult and I worry about the bills. Id just like her, for once, to do somethi…

  • Re: Dammit!

    unknownann - - Friends and Family

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    K. You can stop posting now. I get the point. I'm a stupid selfish bitch. Whatever.

  • Dammit!

    unknownann - - Friends and Family

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    Does he know what he's doing to me!? STOP! GOD JUST STOP IT! *starts bawling* My mother has been diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Emphasyema. God it sucks so much it isn't fair! And her boyfriend....god I hate him right now. Mom's feeling really bad today. A headache. That's it. She has a migraine. But he keeps telling me to chec kon her, keep an eye on her, take care of her. Does he realize what he's doign to me? Does he realize him asking me to do that is putting a lot of weight on my shoulders…

  • Re: 2009

    unknownann - - Quiz, Polls and Surveys

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    Year 2009. What are you mostly looking forward to? Going to college! Do you think ​you will change?​ Yes, tons Do you want to change? Very much so Will you be changing your hair colour?​ Possibly some highlights Who will you be spending NYE with?​ Myself, as always What will your new years ​resoloution be? I don't do those. Never can live up to them Do you want to gain friends?​ Yeah... Do you reckon you will lose​ some?​ I don't think I can lose some, I don't have any Do you reckon you will gro…

  • Marley and Me

    unknownann - - Films, TV and Books

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    What were your thoughts and reactions to the movie? I personally was disappointed. And happened to...:cries:throughout the movie

  • Re: Done

    unknownann - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    im so tired of it tho. everyones dying. all of my friends, all of my family. everyone i love is dying and i cant handle it! its too much!

  • Done

    unknownann - - Depression, Self Harm and Suicide

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    I cant take it. I wont go through thsi shit again. Im done. Fuck life.

  • Well I am hanging out with someone tomorrow! He just called and we made plans! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeee Hehe. Its not a leap, but its a start!

  • Thank you so much Jenny. Your last paragraph really gave me a good feeling. "Anyhow, you're lonely, and that's totally normal. Not feeling suicidal due to this is a huge step, and something to actually be proud of. Sometimes life doesn't fall into place, but you're working through it the best that you can." It felt good to hear that. Thank you!!! And Anna, thanks. You guys are great! All of these responses, every single one, has made me feel better. Thank you thank you thank you! Haha I know you…

  • Im 18 and I still need to get my GED because I quit school last year. So I cant even get a job until I get my GED so I can't do anything. Guh, I hate this stupid cycle of going nowhere.

  • They stopped caring before I went to the hospital. And I bottled everything up. I thought it'd be different since I felt better nad happier but nobody wants anythign to do with me. I have no way of meeting friends because there's Walmart and thats about it in my town. Go to Walmart and make friends? I mean, seriously...I don't have a way to make friends. I literally have no friends here. I hang out with my mom all day every day and go to Walmart every now and then. I just feel lonely. Im not sui…

  • i lost all of my friends when i got back from teh mental hospital. im sorry for making this because i doubt anyone will care since you guys dont really know me but im feeling so suicidal

  • Thank you. Ill look into that Bio Oil stuff, asounds like its worth a try. And, I mean, I try NOT to hide but sometimes I just wish they weren't so visible! You know? I know theyll never fully go away most likely but if they would just stop being so freaking PINK >< But thank you for your reply

  • I'm 18 and a recovering cutter. At the moment it's been very hard for me to look at my body because of my scars from harming myself. They have been a major trigger in the past and right now they're a major trigger for my low self-esteem. I've been using Palmer's Cocoa Butter lotion to heal my scars but that doesn't give effect right away, you know? Does anybody have any suggestions, tips, or tricks to help me through this? I've tried putting foundation on my scars but they show right through. I …

  • The Sounds

    unknownann - - Music

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    Anyone here like The Sounds?

  • 1. Name? Ann 2. Are you straight, bi, or gay? Bi 3. Are you currently happy right now? Not really 4. Do you have more then one crush right now? No 5. Who are they? Dan is the only one 6. Do people think you're weird? Yes lol 7. Are you single or in a relationship right now? Single 8. Are you listening to anything right now? Yep. A mixed CD 9. Did you ever throw a party when your parents are away for the week? No 10. Have any of your friends been mad at you? Uh yeah, theyre human 11. If yes, why?…