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I tried anal sex for the first time Saturday.... I'm not explaining anymore than that.

My boyfriend is a lot more experienced than me but it doesn't bother me. I tend to be a little more shy when we are being sexual cause I'm scared I'll do something wrong. He has actually taught me a lot of stuff just don't worry abbout it .

Quote from Locachick: “If you really knew me you would know that I hate the person I am. If you really knew me you would know that I care so much about what people think of me and feel like I don't belong anywere an that everyone I love really hates me. And that I try my hardest to make the ones I love happy but always fail. If you really knew me you would know I'm in horrible pain and I don't know why.” If you really knew me you'd know I still don't wanna be around people much, but I think I'm …

I find laws having to do with teenagers having sex to be a little harsh in most cases, but in your case the problem is your mental development you belive your ready, but at this age it is so easy for someone just five years older to manipulate you even if you think it's your choice. I'm 15 and my boyfriend is 17 and I even find myself being talked into stuff without realizing it. It really sounds like you have a legidimit relationship but you still probably get more talked into things than you t…

If you really knew me you would know that I hate the person I am. If you really knew me you would know that I care so much about what people think of me and feel like I don't belong anywere an that everyone I love really hates me. And that I try my hardest to make the ones I love happy but always fail. If you really knew me you would know I'm in horrible pain and I don't know why.

i've given a blow job in CVS befor lol.

Yes he'll get over it it will takes us a while to get our relationship back were it was, I'm just really upset that I hurt him. It is worth it I'm in love with him and would do anything for him. About the anti-depressants Im really against taking them I've had friends and other people that were on them and I've never seen them help anyone.

I did tell him how horrible I feel and that I wouldn't do it again he doesn't trust me enuff to belive me. The worst part is we aren't very romantic (ex. Kissing hand holding) and now he's going to more withdrawn from me and that hurts my feelings even though it's my fault this time /:

No it hurts him so much for me to talk to her I feel horrible and now I completly lost his trust and all I can do is cry

Its not like that he knows she wasn't a good friend and he doesn't want me to get hurt and he doesn't want her to start drama between us

Well yesterday I was ok, but it seems like there's always something new. My boyfriends last ex used to be my bestfriend and we haven't talked in months I had forgotten *that I told him I wouldn't talk to her and this morning I texted her we didn't talk very seriously I told her she had changed and she told me her problems with her bestfriend. I told her not to tell him we talked but I couldn't lie to him like that so I told him myself he got really upset and said I can't have him and her, I have…

Yeah I suppose your right.

Of course they are I'm completely in love with Jessie (boyfriend) i usually don't talk about him at all he's just been brought up a lot lately. But I try not to

Eh in a way but only because he's the first/only person I've had sex with, I don't love him.

Quote from Gooeyswat: “yeah, guys don't really like talking or hearing about their girlfriends being with other guys, intimately or even just as friends.” I don't ententionaly talk about him in fact I try to avoid it but he knows I'm still thinking about him. Like recently I had a dream about him and my boyfriend wouldn't stop pestering me about what the dream was about so I told him and he thinks I still love him /:

Thanks, my looks/weight is the thing that bothers me the most, although lately I've been thinking about the guy I lost my virinity to a lot and when I tell my boyfriend about it he kinda gets upset /:

Quote from Kevmo7: “damn Lizzie, 23 people at 14 years old?” Yeah seriously?

Thanks I'll keep that in mind but honsetly I'm not sure how to just sit and talk about my problems with strangers I wouldn't know were to start

Thank you for the input I just don't know who I can talk to that won't have a biased opinion, if I talk to friends and explain my withdrawl from people they will take offence an think I don't wanna be friends. I can't talk to my boyfriend about it cause he is obviously to emotionaly involved to give good advice. And therapists come off as too condecending to me so it would stress me out.

I know there are a hundred threads about how depressed everyone is about their various reasons. But I feel so helpless, I know I should be happy I have an amazing boyfriend who makes me happy a few good friends and there isn't anything major going on right now. I still always feel depressed. Mostly because I hate the way I look. I have stopped cutting or the most part but I only do it for my boyfriend I still want to cut everyday, I pick up razors and run them across my legs. I don't really know…