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if you realy knew me you would know that im fighting a loosing battel and have no control over the outcome n the way i think this might be the last time u hear from me ---------- Post added at 02:49 PM ---------- Previous post was at 02:47 PM ---------- man keep ur opinion to urself no one told u to come here

trust me ive tried my step mom made me soak my hands in cow shit n i still bit them like nothing works ,now my two fromt and bottom teeth are like realy sharp if i pite my finger it will bleed easily so i need to stop , its become like a smokeing thing , evrytime i take a shower bite my nailes , when i eat bite my nails , when i wash my hands or watch a movie its a nasty habbit...

i am a compulsive nail bitter , realy bad they bleed like evry day from it , my doctor says its trauma or stress but iv bin doing it for 8 years n i already got an infection from it so any ways to stop ????

i hate it when other girls dont want to be around me because im gay just because im gay donent mean i like you , even though sometimes i do but im very good at hiding it , so either way how do i get them to come around me again cause i had a sleep over a while back before my comming out of the closet deal and some things happend but nothing major just normal sleepover crap but now they look at it a whole diffrent way ???????:confused::confused:

for some people they say there curiouse but theres that huge nagging voice in ur head that says u know ur gay and love it so it all depends

I was just wondering if ,for any one who is a cutter are we hurting the people that care aout us ,like the people that know were doing this do thay care , have you ever thought about it .

too long couldent get through it

like i just wanted to know if you care if your parents know or findout about this website ,cause i know i have some stuff writen on here i dont want my griends to read so just asking ?????????

thanx guys il try to ignore them but if it continues im going to take it to more "advanced" places

ifyou want my opinion its a state of mind , like a mental thing its for u to decide ,, bedides all the technical crap

thanks ,

thaks alot vollyballlover that actualy helped i apreciate it,, at least one person understands:)

why do they even give a fuck about my life , theres like 4 people that know evrything about me because of like the school counceler, they keep blackmailing me idk why its so freakin stupid they keep calling me orphan and keep txting me saying dont touch me i dont want to get sick ( if you didnt read my past post , i was born HIV possetive, its not bad i barly feel it most of the time) there so imature . this was mostly just to vent but its true , god i wish they would just fucking go die in a wh…

thanks evryone i apreciate the support and only want to forget to make the pain go away it hurts for a long time and i was there when it happendd , the emotional scars that you have dont go away , the only way to make it go awaay is to cope or forget , its still new , and having evryone there and all the love in the world, then to wake up and ur whole world crashing down and being alone with someone you hate ,, trust me it changes a person :(

is there any way to get over it , tomorrow it will the one year annaversery since the day , and just thinking about it is making me cry, any tips iv tryed running from it , and cutting and just loking myself in my room , and talking about it , i dont know what to do, please help :(:(

i know i did it its just blury like how i did it

i have bin clean for about 2 monthes and i have to admit it has bin hard but it was ok. then yesterday i was racing my cousi around the block and i triped on some weird dudes hat on the groung , i fell and scraped the underside of my arm and seeing the bloode come out triggerd me and the next morning i woke up with cuts from like my elbow to my wrist , i dont realy remember doing them , i know what i used but they wert the kind of cuts you get from falling i know that , so i must have done them …

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its all mindset (i think)