Lately I've been having really bad trust issues... I just don't trust anyone anymore, even my friends/family.

I just know not to believe someone when they say something like "Yeah, we'll go there Saturday" because I know it probably wont really happen.

Every best friend I've ever made either moves away/changes so much after a few months.

First best friend: Just stopped talking to me for no reason and ignores me in the streets and stuff.

Second best friend: Just turned really smug, and ignores me now.

Third best friend: Moved without telling me... and the only reason I talk to her on bebo/myspace now is because I searced for her name 2 years later because I was still worried about what happened.

Fourth best friend: Stopped talking to me and moved to New Zealand.

Current best friend: Has changed SOOOO much in this past year it's shocking.

I just don't trust people to stick around anymore. I can't trust my parents to either.

I have a need to be around people... and I get scared when things start to change. I STILL miss what my life was like in 2006, where I was best friend to this girl (the one who moved to New Zealand) and I was going out with this boy (my life was so much more fun then) I find it hard to accept change... I've been like this since I was a kid.

I just like knowing that things are safe and will stay the same... but I now know it doesn't work like that, so I don't tend to trust many people anymore.

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All I can say is life is about changes..things will always change and you cant control it nor control the people but what you can do is deal with it. You have to trust people not all be really careful about it but you should cuz there are sometimes you need that someone to help you and if you don't have it you might not get through those tough times in life.

After being hurt so many times, I don't trust anyone. Not even myself.

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I learned not to trust anyone. I just depend on myself so I can't get hurt but sometimes I don't even trust my self

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