life sucks.
as far as i can comprehend this is how life goes:
- you spend what are known as 'the best years of your life' in a prison
- you are allowed a year or two of freedom, whence you are bitched about by the rest of society
- you spend the rest of your functional life gradually become socially acceptable where you drink wine and care about mortgages and settle down
- once you get out of that, you are suffering too much and are too fragile to do anything but garden and soil yourself
am i the only one who watches something like heroes and just thinks:
"if i had was different, i could bear it."
when youre little, you are told that you can be anything you want to be.
but you cant.
(ps. this isnt a suicidal thread, im just a bit down)