MOST of this is just our relationship so you can understand why its really hard and i havent told hime yett


just read this and just help me i'm kinda stuck in the middle and hes usually the one i talk to..
please i know its long but just take sometime and give your thoughts
so yeah its myspace.
yeah yeah online relationships dont work. i'm not stupid-and i do have a life, we're just friends but its complicated.

so here our relationship - as friends..
i was going through a tough time moving and stuff and drugs.. anyways i was going throught ALOT and everyday i could just talk to him just about stuff .
i was there for him to. he was having troubles himself so we got close like that.

he told me i was exactly wat he wanted in a girl - me being cute and ccuddly and him being a good looking guy who just couldn't find a girl - so yes its myspace but IM anywys we flirted of course but we both new nothing would get anywhere

well that was all the begining

middle - we texted alot and i got to know him more. and he knew me inside and out. he just has this way of nowing how im feeling just bye a text. BUT PROBLEM i cantt text anymore long distance


rightt now
he says he loves me well he did before to. but he gets in this thinking mode and writes the most amazing words ever and bassically says he loves me - like it means so much

BUTT he has a gf now. and i have to admit im pretty fucking jelous. like i didn't mind if he fucked a girl cause he told me about that stuff. but i was always thhe one he could talk to and now its her. BUT he still says he loves me?

ANYWAYSS heres kinda MY PROBLEM
a while ago he was at the mall and some girls who were a year younger than him where hitting on him and so i broght up that i did things with a guy about 2 years older than him so he told me he thought that guy was disgusting and he doesn't even look at girls a year younger then him

WELL we have talked about meeting and stuff and how fun it would be and he has planned to come to colledge here

BUTTTTT i'm 3 years younger then him.... he thinks im the same age


i really want to tell him the truth and but im scared he'll hate me??!?!

cause i've lied to him about what i did the night before and i'd feel bad for lieing and he'd no i was to so i'd tell him wat i was really up to. drugs or got in trouble with some guy or something like that anyways
he was really dissapointed and i could tell so yeah =/

Iffff any of this doesn't make sence ASK cause i just kinda wrote this fast and tryed to keep it shorrrrt and i probably left something out or somethingg

Your internet friend has a REAL gf. You can't compete with her, because you already know what is going to happen when he finds out that you lied to him about your age. And, maybe HE is really 48 years old with three kids in college.

The only thing you can do, is tell him the truth,wish him luck, and go out and find a boyfriend you can touch and love. Remember, its easier to 'love' the perfect person you know online, because they become the perfect person. Obviously you know the rest.

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hes right you know, behind a computer screen and keyboard he may well seem the bees knees at it all but really, thats nothing compared to real life, just tell him and apologise

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