This topic can go under the sports category also I supose to get more sympathy but obviously thats not what I'm looking for.
Pretty flat-out, I'm ruining my body.
I'm ruining my chances for action.
I'm ruining the only thing that used to mean something to me: Sports
I still love it but, I'm unable to participate due to Depression which has lead to cutting and recently a new form of Self-Harming myself... Taking a hammer to my knee.
My knee! The part of my body I need the most for soccer, kickball, basketball and/or softball! The thing I need to keep okay to say the least to be able to even try out for anything. Worst part is, I was going to try out for my fave (softball) next year.
I don't know what to do about this.
I've tried writing, I try everything I can think of to stop myself from such destructiveness but nothing works.

You really do need to talk to someone with some expertise.
If you don't have a trusted friend to talk to, try talking to a counsellor.
Self harm is very serious and if you're ruining your chances of doing what you love best you will come to regret it as you get older.
Rubber Fish Anonymous Advice This is my friends website, she is a trainee counsellor and is really helpful, she will answer your problems straight away and talk them through with you.
I hope she can help, or you can find someone to help.

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Talk to your parants or a councellor..

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if u really love sports, u should find deep inside of u the will to change! U can do it, and u can't argue with that! u should talk to sumone and my advice is to replace this habit with another.
Best Wishes!

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