WTF.
Exactly,
If you are pregnant,
you need to get tested.
Does STDS ring a bell.

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Your parents will understand. No matter how much you think they won't, they will. They love you. You are their baby.

If you really feel like you can't tell your parents, do you have a best friend or an aunt you can go to?

Life is worth living. You'll feel a whole lot better when you tell somebody. You can also get therapy for this, which will help a lot more.

i am to ashamed 2 tell ANYONE atm...its not like i am goin 2 do anything stupid i dont think but i have started 2 slit my wrist's just 2 ease the pain !!

i dont know what happend if i go 2 the police...i might do it if there was a way that my parents did not have 2 know anything do u know anything about that ??

yh fuck knows what i would do if i was preg....that was not the first time he's done this 2 me but this time is was worse...the other times it was just felt like he was pressuring me in 2 it even tho i sed no but he still did it ! but this time i screamed. i tried 2 get away, i did everything 2 stop it but couldn't he just keep sayin "u want this i no u do" "ur a slut" "u deserve this" "its all youe fault" can stop think all those things he sed

You need help okay.
You really do.

And get over people being ashamed,
and block dickface out of your mind.

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Ash: God, what is this? The Nazi car, with Sam as Hitler?

i no i need help...but doin summit about it is soo hard 2 do

u can block it out ur mind its there all the time....& i no it aint goin 2 go away

just want 2 know how other girls in my situation delt with it & if it helped them

Well, for me. I didn't tell anybody for 2 years. I hated myself and wished I would've done something. I got too scared to go anywhere. I hated everybody around me. I hated my parents because I wish they would've done something or asked me why I was so down. I never got any sleep because all I did was stay awake thinking about it or being scared that somebody was going to come rape me.

I made the worst possible decision. I know now it's too late to do anything about it. I wouldn't be able to win if I brought him to court because there isn't any evidence and it's been 2 years.

I wish I would've done it sooner. I wish I would've told somebody.

there will b no evidence 4 me either...i put things i was wearin in the bucket cuz i did not no what to do !
i no what u r meanin !!
i feel like hes ruined my life already...i'v not gone 2 work..prob goin 2 lose my job now...aint cn my friends or family...my parents we on holiday wen it happened & came bk 2 day so they dont know how i a bn acting since it happened....they did not even know that i used 2 go out with this guy !!

how can i go over what happened ?

Go to your mom when she is sitting down or something and relaxing, when she seems in a good mood. Ask her if you can talk her to alone or something. Tell her everything. Gush your heart out. Let her know what's happened to you.

thanks 4 all the advice lostpostcard but i really dont think i can...i think i have 2 go c the doc's tho....duno what i am goin say but i need 2 find out if i could b preg or std's...get that worrie's out my head !! i still cant believe it happened, what did i do wrong ?

You could go to the doctors and talk to your doctor. Say that you were raped and would like to be tested for pregnancy/STDs. Anything you say to your doctor is confidential(meaning they can't tell your parents). You can ask your doctor to refer you to a therapist.

You didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't your fault. I just don't want you to make the same mistake I did.

Thanks 4 all ur help 2 night..i am goin 2 go c if i can get a few hours sleep !!

If you ever need anything, just PM me. I will support you all of the way through.

you need to report it, you can't just let that settle in because it will drive you crazy. I know that from experience. It's not your fault though, it's gonna take a while for you to realize that means you shouldn't be ashamed. You're eventually gonna have to tell someone though, work up to it

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u really need to report it.
even if u tell a best friend or a sibling [if u have any]
maybe they can help you
but i agree w/ the others too u really should tell ur parents.
ur parents love you and they want to help you when u need it.
u really need to tell someone.

how about you call the police....like now

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