...masturbation. yep.
ok, so i have a question.
last night i was doing the dirty, ya know, and usually, im a one finger kinda girl. iv done two before and its not been that bad, but i do prefer one. anyways, i went for two again, and i was in so much pain. i couldnt even pull them out cause it hurt that much. i didnt get very far in, maybe like under a centimetre, and my eyes started watering like mad.
this then totally put me off masturbating ever again, and mmhmm, i know, its only been ten hours since that episode, but thats a long time for me not to have touched myself. i slept with no panties and no pants on to see if that would make a difference with the pain [and because i was naked anyway and trying to find something to wear was hurting too much], and i think it did, but what i wanna know is...
why on earth did it hurt so bad? was it the position i was in? - sitting up, legs spread - was it just because i was so turned on that i was probably a lot tighter? i dunno, but someone help, cause it was baaad. i actually felt like i was gonna start bleeding cause it was stinging, burning, aching that much.
if i cant take this pain, does it mean im gonna have to find a guy with as thin a dick as my middle finger?
