I met this boy at uni last year who I was automatically attracted to. He was great, so funny, creative and extravagant. He was so awesome. After about 5 months of casually hooking up we eventually started 'officially' going out. Thats when everything fell apart. He was reluctant to even ask me out because he was 'previously wounded from past relationships' and he didn't want to hurt me. Despite this, he asked me out and things went good until about 3 months later when I became too attached and so did he. It got to the stage where he would be in tears if I didn't relpy to his text messages within 5 minutes. He hated it when I went out, and accused me of cheating on me almost everyday. I couldnt talk to a boy without him getting jealous. We had the worst fights ever, I swear. He would bang his head on walls, slam doors. His parents had to take me home because of his behaviour. He acts like a child. I had a problem with the fact that he is always smoking weed and drinking alchol and I brought this up. It was the worst night of my life, we faught all night and out of anger he broke up with me and took it back straight after he said it saying 'I didnt mean it'.
It was this that made me question his sanity. He was perfect, treated me like a princess, brought me flowers, always drove me everywhere. Although we never hung out with each others friends because they werent my type of people and he thought that my friends all hated him.
We broke until Febuarary. We were still having sex which made it complicated. In the mean time I met another boy who I thought was awesome, but turned out to have a girlfriend the whole time. I ended up sleeping with this other boy which made it even more complicated. The first boy couldnt cope without me and begged and did everything to get me back. I was scared and reluctant of what to do...
Its now July and we have still been having sex all year. One week we would get along fine, and I would want to get back with him. The week after we would fight and argue and have the worst times of our lives.
The thing is. That I love him. And he says he loves me. And I believe him. He told me he has bypolar which explains EVERYTHING. His obssession with sex, his creativity, his rapid mood swings.
Lets just put it, that it was the best and worst times of my life. Its just so unpredictable. I can say that I have met a few boys in the mean time, but they just dont compare? I just keep going back to him. I must truely love him. I trust him. I love him so much....
I just dont know what to do? Am I doing the right thing?
Is it ok for me to have a problem with all the weed,porn, alcohcol he does? Or is this just a normal teen boy behaviour?
Am I just going to get hurt?:confused::confused::confused:
It was this that made me question his sanity. He was perfect, treated me like a princess, brought me flowers, always drove me everywhere. Although we never hung out with each others friends because they werent my type of people and he thought that my friends all hated him.
We broke until Febuarary. We were still having sex which made it complicated. In the mean time I met another boy who I thought was awesome, but turned out to have a girlfriend the whole time. I ended up sleeping with this other boy which made it even more complicated. The first boy couldnt cope without me and begged and did everything to get me back. I was scared and reluctant of what to do...
Its now July and we have still been having sex all year. One week we would get along fine, and I would want to get back with him. The week after we would fight and argue and have the worst times of our lives.
The thing is. That I love him. And he says he loves me. And I believe him. He told me he has bypolar which explains EVERYTHING. His obssession with sex, his creativity, his rapid mood swings.
Lets just put it, that it was the best and worst times of my life. Its just so unpredictable. I can say that I have met a few boys in the mean time, but they just dont compare? I just keep going back to him. I must truely love him. I trust him. I love him so much....
I just dont know what to do? Am I doing the right thing?
Is it ok for me to have a problem with all the weed,porn, alcohcol he does? Or is this just a normal teen boy behaviour?
Am I just going to get hurt?:confused::confused::confused: