i am 21 weeks pregnant, having a girl, her name is going to be Erikkah-Sol Alessandra. i have been very suicidal the past couple weeks. i have not cut though. i have been having wicked bad anxiety attacks. and almost cut earlier today. i dont have anyone to talk to. i live on my own. my boyfriend and i broke up when he found out i was pregnant, that is when i first started to be suicidal. i did cut at the beginning of my pregnancy. but havent since. my DR knows that i have suicidal thoughts, and he tells me to relax and try and sleep, because that is the best thing for my body right now. i can never get to sleep. and i rarely sleep at night. i am depressed to the point sometimes i do not want to even eat. but i force myself to eat because of Erikkah...
i know that Erikkah feels what i feel. and i do not want her to hurt like i am.
any thing from anyone will be appreciated. thank you... :(
i know that Erikkah feels what i feel. and i do not want her to hurt like i am.
any thing from anyone will be appreciated. thank you... :(