I don't wanna sound whiny or anything so please be a little kind...'Cause I have a few problems.^^;;
I was recently dumped by a guy that I really cared for, not completely love but I felt safe and happy and thought I would be 'taken' care of but turns out he wasn't over his EX and dumped me for her...claims he didn't but a few hours later he was already trying to hook back up with her and I had to play the friends role to comfert him.
I also have problems in school, I'm a senior this year and crammed my classes full so I could go right to a good college with a great Science program 'cause I want to be a Forenic Anthropologist. My school problems are that I hate being around people in general and have been working on this problem for years, always thinking I'm getting better but then nearly throwing up whenever I'm in front of people and today a teacher wrote me up for almost crying in front of the class....I also have 'friends' that talk about me behind my back and I don't have that many friends so losing them would screw me over.
Family problems are basic...My grandmother screwed my mom over in a perfect relationship so they're at each others throats and I got dragged in 'cause I didn't want to just leave my little brother but that seemed to have pissed my grandmother off so she's yelling at me and ignoring me and treating me like dirt. My mom has also started drinking again and gets moody easy and so I watch my brother alot, to bad he's abit of a brat and doesn't mind anything I say.
One more thing...I used to cut, really bad which isn't good 'cause I have a low blood count and losing to much blood makes me dizzy so me cutting makes it even worse and I started again. I'm also doing it worse then before, blood soaks into my shirt sleeve but I wear dark colors so that isn't the problem but I'm trying to stop and I really want to but it makes me feel so much better...A friend of mine gets annoyed and says it's not a drug but it feels like it is, everything seems to ease out of those cuts and I feel great afterward but that just pisses my friend off more...
Please don't be to harsh with advice if you have any...
I was recently dumped by a guy that I really cared for, not completely love but I felt safe and happy and thought I would be 'taken' care of but turns out he wasn't over his EX and dumped me for her...claims he didn't but a few hours later he was already trying to hook back up with her and I had to play the friends role to comfert him.
I also have problems in school, I'm a senior this year and crammed my classes full so I could go right to a good college with a great Science program 'cause I want to be a Forenic Anthropologist. My school problems are that I hate being around people in general and have been working on this problem for years, always thinking I'm getting better but then nearly throwing up whenever I'm in front of people and today a teacher wrote me up for almost crying in front of the class....I also have 'friends' that talk about me behind my back and I don't have that many friends so losing them would screw me over.
Family problems are basic...My grandmother screwed my mom over in a perfect relationship so they're at each others throats and I got dragged in 'cause I didn't want to just leave my little brother but that seemed to have pissed my grandmother off so she's yelling at me and ignoring me and treating me like dirt. My mom has also started drinking again and gets moody easy and so I watch my brother alot, to bad he's abit of a brat and doesn't mind anything I say.
One more thing...I used to cut, really bad which isn't good 'cause I have a low blood count and losing to much blood makes me dizzy so me cutting makes it even worse and I started again. I'm also doing it worse then before, blood soaks into my shirt sleeve but I wear dark colors so that isn't the problem but I'm trying to stop and I really want to but it makes me feel so much better...A friend of mine gets annoyed and says it's not a drug but it feels like it is, everything seems to ease out of those cuts and I feel great afterward but that just pisses my friend off more...
Please don't be to harsh with advice if you have any...