Hey my names Ben and i'm 15. I just need some help cause recently i've really been feeling the affects of some stuff people have been saying.

I mean, my closest friends don't even seem like friends... they insult me and although i know their kidding it still hurts. I feel like i'm constantly left out, i feel like an outsider. Girls seem to shun me and make me feel like i'm about 5. Just this morning i heard this girl talking about how quiet i am and how i don't say anything.

This is another problem, i dont know what to say to people, well, girls. It's like its been ages since i've had a proper conversation with a girl. At lunch i just hang out with my friends who are massive c**ks most the time. I'm lost, a girl said to me that my drama character (who is a pretty boring character) is an example of what i'm gunna be like in ten years. It hurts.

I don't know, i used to have it all, i used to be a friendly kid who could talk to anyone when he wanted, but now i'm scared to talk to people in fear that theres nothing i can talk about.

And thats the final thing, i don't feel friendly, and overall i feel like a massive c**t.


Please help. I'm lost.