I was sitting in my room, just thinking (I do that a lot), and I had a gigantic epiphany.
I realized that I was going to die, and that everything I am, everything I know will just turn into dust one day.
I think I always subconsciously knew that (in a way), but this time it just hit me like a brick in the face.
I mean, life isn't a game. I don't re-spawn somewhere else after a while.
This is it. This is all that I have, this life.
And it made me think about what I wanted to do with it, this life. My only possession.
I don't want to spend my life studying and then working until I die a decrepit old lady.
I just think that sometimes all people look forward to in life is going to college and getting a good job, then settling down and starting a family. I've asked people before and that's their answer.
That's not enough for me...
Anyways, I just posted this to get this out in the open because I think I've realized something big and that I may be on to something (but maybe I'm just crazy^_^ ) and I want to know if anyone ever felt the same way.
At this point I don't know whether I'm actually discovering something, or whether this is something everyone goes through and then gets over. Or, like I said, maybe I'm just going insane. :p
I realized that I was going to die, and that everything I am, everything I know will just turn into dust one day.
I think I always subconsciously knew that (in a way), but this time it just hit me like a brick in the face.
I mean, life isn't a game. I don't re-spawn somewhere else after a while.
This is it. This is all that I have, this life.
And it made me think about what I wanted to do with it, this life. My only possession.
I don't want to spend my life studying and then working until I die a decrepit old lady.
I just think that sometimes all people look forward to in life is going to college and getting a good job, then settling down and starting a family. I've asked people before and that's their answer.
That's not enough for me...
Anyways, I just posted this to get this out in the open because I think I've realized something big and that I may be on to something (but maybe I'm just crazy^_^ ) and I want to know if anyone ever felt the same way.
At this point I don't know whether I'm actually discovering something, or whether this is something everyone goes through and then gets over. Or, like I said, maybe I'm just going insane. :p
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