Addicted to the pain?

    • Addicted to the pain?

      I self harm at the slightest excuse,
      and feel nothing but relief when i see the thick line of blood crusting over on my skin.
      Its caused relationship problems and thats begun to help me control it although when the smallest thing happens and i feel slightly sad i seem to think that once ive drawn blood then i dont need to be sad, and its so much easier.
      I'm usually the happiest most positive person youve seen and sometimes with the crazy mood swings i think it might just be an attempt to feel something different and dynamic, something id forgotten because of everything being so right.
      how can i fix it because although i seem fine i know its not normal and i dont want it to cause bigger problems in the future... :confused: