In simple terms, every other friday night i treat myself and go and visit a call girl. I do this for a couple of reasons, one is that it feels like im cheating the system 
Im very ugly and yet Im having sex with women who are easily 8's. Im the nerdy kid in college, the one who is kinda wierd, not the best looking and probably wouldnt have sex until 25, when he meets a woman who has matured enough to look past my outer appearance and apreciate my personality. I would end up marrying this woman, or the next one that came along 3 years later that I met online. She would be a 6 at most, wouldnt age well and we would live an average life with 3 children in a boring house.
But by doing this Im changing things, Im having sex at 17, 10 years earlier than Im meant to I never dreamed Id have sex now, but look at me, every fortnight I get laid 
I do fancy a few girls in college, but tbh you dont find many nice girls round here that are also pretty so the few girls that do match that description get snapped up. I have a crush on about 10 girls, 9 have boyfriends and one probably would reject me. The point is, those 9 girls that I would give my left bollok to date, their boyfrieds are having sex with them every week. My frinds with girlfriends, they have sex every week. Why should I miss out on what they get just because I wasnt blessed with great confidence, or looks or charm? I dont even want a girlfriend tbh, I just want casual sex.
To me, the only perk of a relationship is the ability to have sex whenever you want, and I have that ability.Instead of having the looks and confidence a girl wants, I have the money certain girls want. (btw Im not from a rich family, I just work hard) so why shouldnt I have sex whenever I want?
Many of my other friends sleep around, getting laid at parties and clubs is second nature to them. Some of these friends are in their teens, some in their 20s, some are male and some are female. But they all have a lot of casual sex. Im friends with a guy whos in his 40s and never settled down, he still sleeps around and couldnt be happier. He, and several of his mates his age have advised us to enjoy our youth, not waste it with relationships as many of them did. I think this is wise advice, and if I could, Id be with my mates in those clubs and at those parties picking up lasses and having casual sex that way. But as I said before, Im lacking in the looks and game department. Even an ugly lass can pick and choose which guy she wants to take home, and even with a severe case of the beer goggles on her part, it still isnt the guys like me. So instead of buying a girl drinks I just give her the money straight off and have sex that way. Im guarunteed a shag, whereas in a club the chances are Ill have wasted my money.
I know plenty of people will say Im a loser, and I admit it. I am a loser. If I wasnt a loser Id have a fit girlfriend like one of the lasses i fancy, or Id be getting one night stands wit my mates. But Im not, cos Im a loser. Hookers were invented for us losers, its a way for us to cheat, to get laid when were not meant to. Its not perfect for me, but I want sex and Im not going to kid myself into thinking theres any other way
The only thing I dont like about it is that I dont feel any sense of acheivment. My mates can feel proud of getting a ne night stand, and they can feel proud of getting a nice, pretty gf when so many other guys wanted her. But theres no pride in paying for sex.
But the pros outweigh the cons
-Theyre hot
-Theyre cheaper than dating a girl
-Theyre experienced
-Since their job is to provide good, safe sex, a reliable call girl will be cleaner than a bar slut
-And often theyre nice
Your thoughts? Am I a bad person?
sorry it was long, but Ive never told anyone Im not a virgin except my best girl pal and im considering telling everyone so theyll stop teasing me about being a virgin and I can join in when theyre talking about sex. I went to amsterdam with my girl friend and slept with an escort there to lose my virginity and told her about it. She doesnt know about the others though, and no one else knows about amsterdam.
P.S I know ive mentioned my friends a lot, but I wasnt pressured by them as my closet 3 friends are still virgins. I do this for me, becuase I love sex
Im very ugly and yet Im having sex with women who are easily 8's. Im the nerdy kid in college, the one who is kinda wierd, not the best looking and probably wouldnt have sex until 25, when he meets a woman who has matured enough to look past my outer appearance and apreciate my personality. I would end up marrying this woman, or the next one that came along 3 years later that I met online. She would be a 6 at most, wouldnt age well and we would live an average life with 3 children in a boring house. But by doing this Im changing things, Im having sex at 17, 10 years earlier than Im meant to
I never dreamed Id have sex now, but look at me, every fortnight I get laid I do fancy a few girls in college, but tbh you dont find many nice girls round here that are also pretty so the few girls that do match that description get snapped up. I have a crush on about 10 girls, 9 have boyfriends and one probably would reject me. The point is, those 9 girls that I would give my left bollok to date, their boyfrieds are having sex with them every week. My frinds with girlfriends, they have sex every week. Why should I miss out on what they get just because I wasnt blessed with great confidence, or looks or charm? I dont even want a girlfriend tbh, I just want casual sex.
To me, the only perk of a relationship is the ability to have sex whenever you want, and I have that ability.Instead of having the looks and confidence a girl wants, I have the money certain girls want. (btw Im not from a rich family, I just work hard) so why shouldnt I have sex whenever I want?
Many of my other friends sleep around, getting laid at parties and clubs is second nature to them. Some of these friends are in their teens, some in their 20s, some are male and some are female. But they all have a lot of casual sex. Im friends with a guy whos in his 40s and never settled down, he still sleeps around and couldnt be happier. He, and several of his mates his age have advised us to enjoy our youth, not waste it with relationships as many of them did. I think this is wise advice, and if I could, Id be with my mates in those clubs and at those parties picking up lasses and having casual sex that way. But as I said before, Im lacking in the looks and game department. Even an ugly lass can pick and choose which guy she wants to take home, and even with a severe case of the beer goggles on her part, it still isnt the guys like me. So instead of buying a girl drinks I just give her the money straight off and have sex that way. Im guarunteed a shag, whereas in a club the chances are Ill have wasted my money.
I know plenty of people will say Im a loser, and I admit it. I am a loser. If I wasnt a loser Id have a fit girlfriend like one of the lasses i fancy, or Id be getting one night stands wit my mates. But Im not, cos Im a loser. Hookers were invented for us losers, its a way for us to cheat, to get laid when were not meant to. Its not perfect for me, but I want sex and Im not going to kid myself into thinking theres any other way
The only thing I dont like about it is that I dont feel any sense of acheivment. My mates can feel proud of getting a ne night stand, and they can feel proud of getting a nice, pretty gf when so many other guys wanted her. But theres no pride in paying for sex.
But the pros outweigh the cons
-Theyre hot
-Theyre cheaper than dating a girl
-Theyre experienced
-Since their job is to provide good, safe sex, a reliable call girl will be cleaner than a bar slut
-And often theyre nice
Your thoughts? Am I a bad person?
sorry it was long, but Ive never told anyone Im not a virgin except my best girl pal and im considering telling everyone so theyll stop teasing me about being a virgin and I can join in when theyre talking about sex. I went to amsterdam with my girl friend and slept with an escort there to lose my virginity and told her about it. She doesnt know about the others though, and no one else knows about amsterdam.
P.S I know ive mentioned my friends a lot, but I wasnt pressured by them as my closet 3 friends are still virgins. I do this for me, becuase I love sex
