I dont understand, everyone likes me. I know thats big headed but Im a very likable guy, my female friends especially like me, often saying they cant understand why Im single etc
I was never properly interested in dating, especially at my age (17) but at the same time Im getting bored of having to pay for sex. Something is missing in my life and I cant put my finger on it, im not lonely, I dont need female attention, I dont need sex. There is nothing a girlfriend could provide that I dont already have, except maybe a sense of acheivment. I mean paying for sex is like cheating, yeah its a sure thing and I love it, but Its not something I can feel proud of. My mates can brag about picking up a lass in a club or at a party and know they have some kind of game, and they can feel proud of having a gf because they know theyre likable in that sense.
So Ive been trying to get laid, or get a girlfriend and I cant do it. I guess being told how great I am by my girl friends, and months of sleeping with beautiful escorts fortnightly with no effort made me forget one important thing
Im a fat nery ugly 17 year old who is inexplicably friends with much more handsome people
So is it any wonder they can get laid and I cant?
For the first time in my life I felt pathetic. Im not sure Im going to go back to the escort next week, I mean why bother? Im not special, im not handsome, or clever, or interesting and if I didnt have money, then just like every other girl, shed want nothing to do with me. I feel so hopeless, I dont want to be a loser, I dont want to have to settle for a plain jane and not get laid for free until Im 30. How can anyone be such a loser, so unlikable that not a single girl he likes likes him back, and even the sluttiest barfly wouldnt touch him
I used to have so much self confidence, so much hope for the future, I used to be so happy, now I feel like crying 24/7
I was never properly interested in dating, especially at my age (17) but at the same time Im getting bored of having to pay for sex. Something is missing in my life and I cant put my finger on it, im not lonely, I dont need female attention, I dont need sex. There is nothing a girlfriend could provide that I dont already have, except maybe a sense of acheivment. I mean paying for sex is like cheating, yeah its a sure thing and I love it, but Its not something I can feel proud of. My mates can brag about picking up a lass in a club or at a party and know they have some kind of game, and they can feel proud of having a gf because they know theyre likable in that sense.
So Ive been trying to get laid, or get a girlfriend and I cant do it. I guess being told how great I am by my girl friends, and months of sleeping with beautiful escorts fortnightly with no effort made me forget one important thing
Im a fat nery ugly 17 year old who is inexplicably friends with much more handsome people
So is it any wonder they can get laid and I cant?
For the first time in my life I felt pathetic. Im not sure Im going to go back to the escort next week, I mean why bother? Im not special, im not handsome, or clever, or interesting and if I didnt have money, then just like every other girl, shed want nothing to do with me. I feel so hopeless, I dont want to be a loser, I dont want to have to settle for a plain jane and not get laid for free until Im 30. How can anyone be such a loser, so unlikable that not a single girl he likes likes him back, and even the sluttiest barfly wouldnt touch him
I used to have so much self confidence, so much hope for the future, I used to be so happy, now I feel like crying 24/7