So I'm visiting my family for 3 weeks, coz my Auntie died 6 months ago and we came to help out over christmas. Also my grandparents are super sick at the moment. Anyway we got here not expecting a holiday, just lots of work helping everyone, and it was so much worse than we thought. My grandma is slapping my granddad, he had Alzheimers and keeps forgetting my name and stuff. My uncle is depressed because his wife died recently (my auntie who I mentioned before) and everyone is kind of scared my grandparents are going to get in a huge fight and my grandma is going to take a knife to him (it sounds like I'm joking but they are seriously hating each other every minute of everyday) my mum is crying all night, my dad is smoking so much more from stress and I just want to break down. Its the worst time ever and I don't know how to help, my mum won't let me go to my grandparents without checking on them first, she can't leave them alone for over an hour, so I can't even get her out of the house for a while. And I feel like shit because I'm wishing my grandparents were dead so everyone can just get better and move on, I feel so mean wanting that and hating them. But they are just so nasty, hitting each other, throwing things at my family. We have a meeting with social services after christmas but I'm not sure what we are going to do. Its so stressful, I'm hating every moment and feeling guilty as hell.:(
Now we own the night, and it can't be undone,
We'll never forget how it feels to be young,
Cos it will be forever mine, Cos it will be forever yours
We'll never forget how it feels to be young,
Cos it will be forever mine, Cos it will be forever yours