i'll try not to waste much of your time, all i need is for some experienced peoples' advice on the best method of burning.
i've cut in the past, i've made cold burns (frostbite by aerosol spray cans) but now i want to try burning. i tried putting a needle under lighter flame and using that, very ineffective. the needle cools down far too quickly to actually do anything except feel warm. i've tried putting a 9v battery to a metal chain while its against my skin, that seemed to be the only method that works but its not really preferred because i can't hold the chain against my thigh without burning my fingers. i don't want any visible signs, so i need a method that'll let burn efficiently. please no cigarettes, i'm a non smoker and h8 the smell of cigarettes. i need a method that will allow me to burn as long as i'm applying pressure. preferably electrical rather than actual flame because we have smoke detectors and actual fires are more prone to trigger them than hot metal
please don't preach to me... yes, i know what i'm doing. yes, i know the consequences. no, i'm not emo. no, i'm not an attention seeker. no, i'm not depressed. i've been through this phase before, it'll pass soon, but for now i need to face it. the area i plan to burn is already riddled with like some... 200-300 cuts (and no, none of them are visible) so all the "destruction" is contained in an already "destroyed" area.
please, if you wish not to suggest a method, please don't post. mindless preaching is usually what keeps me away from discussing the subject but i couldn't think of a good way and i rather not risk parents finding out or setting the house on fire. so any suggestions to the proposed question, welcome, and to anyone else (preachers, flamers, trollers etc) ,,|,, (-_-) ,,|,,
thanks for reading
i've cut in the past, i've made cold burns (frostbite by aerosol spray cans) but now i want to try burning. i tried putting a needle under lighter flame and using that, very ineffective. the needle cools down far too quickly to actually do anything except feel warm. i've tried putting a 9v battery to a metal chain while its against my skin, that seemed to be the only method that works but its not really preferred because i can't hold the chain against my thigh without burning my fingers. i don't want any visible signs, so i need a method that'll let burn efficiently. please no cigarettes, i'm a non smoker and h8 the smell of cigarettes. i need a method that will allow me to burn as long as i'm applying pressure. preferably electrical rather than actual flame because we have smoke detectors and actual fires are more prone to trigger them than hot metal
please don't preach to me... yes, i know what i'm doing. yes, i know the consequences. no, i'm not emo. no, i'm not an attention seeker. no, i'm not depressed. i've been through this phase before, it'll pass soon, but for now i need to face it. the area i plan to burn is already riddled with like some... 200-300 cuts (and no, none of them are visible) so all the "destruction" is contained in an already "destroyed" area.
please, if you wish not to suggest a method, please don't post. mindless preaching is usually what keeps me away from discussing the subject but i couldn't think of a good way and i rather not risk parents finding out or setting the house on fire. so any suggestions to the proposed question, welcome, and to anyone else (preachers, flamers, trollers etc) ,,|,, (-_-) ,,|,,
thanks for reading