We were just friends and used to hand out almost every day. I noticed he was a bit attracted to me and soon I also found myself into him.
Once at a party, we kissed. And by kissing I mean, we were kissing, cuddling and touching the whole night. Then he even walked me home and kissed me again. On my way home he told me he won't text me or call me soon. But he did the very next day.
I really wanted things to work out between us so I told him that I liked him straight. His only replies were 'What are you gonna do with a kid like me?' 'All of the boys like you, why me?' 'You can have any guy you want'. I told him I didn't want 'any guy' but him. Then I suggested we should forget about what had happened but he said he couldn't simply forget it.
A few days later, he was hanging out with his friends, they saw me and invited me to join them. I stayed for a while but while I talked to the other guys, he ignored me. Then I went to him and we talked for a while. We kissed. Then he walked me home again.. (I really miss this side of him..)
And so, everything went this way: Every time I saw him, I tried to hug him or have some kind of conversation but what he usually said was 'Leave me alone, go away'. But he was really different when we were all alone. I tried to talk to him about the way he acted towards me but he is kinda avoiding taking about the whole love stuff.
He always complained about me getting mad with him too often and I tried to explain him this was because when I couldn't stand him acting badly, there were two options for me: to start crying in front of him because I really get too emotional about this stuff; or to ignore him for a while.
One night as he was texting me again after making me look like a complete idiot in front of both mine and his friends, I told him he was my biggest mistake and I was sorry for ever knowing him. I also apologized for ever making him feel bad. It must have been really deep for him because he called one of my friends telling her he felt sad by what I had told him. Later, he said that he should be the one apologizing for making me feel bad.
And now he is ignoring me. I notice him watching every move I make at school or anywhere we meet. I tried to talk to him one night and asked what was wrong but he replied 'Now I am the one who is mad for a while'.. I know he is doing it to make me feel bad but he is playing with my feeling really hard and acts as if he didn't care.
I don't know what's going on or what's going to happen from now on. I'm not the type to get upsed about boys at all. But as far as I can see, my time has come. I've cried my eyes out. So please, give me some advice on the situation because I can't get over him..
Once at a party, we kissed. And by kissing I mean, we were kissing, cuddling and touching the whole night. Then he even walked me home and kissed me again. On my way home he told me he won't text me or call me soon. But he did the very next day.
I really wanted things to work out between us so I told him that I liked him straight. His only replies were 'What are you gonna do with a kid like me?' 'All of the boys like you, why me?' 'You can have any guy you want'. I told him I didn't want 'any guy' but him. Then I suggested we should forget about what had happened but he said he couldn't simply forget it.
A few days later, he was hanging out with his friends, they saw me and invited me to join them. I stayed for a while but while I talked to the other guys, he ignored me. Then I went to him and we talked for a while. We kissed. Then he walked me home again.. (I really miss this side of him..)
And so, everything went this way: Every time I saw him, I tried to hug him or have some kind of conversation but what he usually said was 'Leave me alone, go away'. But he was really different when we were all alone. I tried to talk to him about the way he acted towards me but he is kinda avoiding taking about the whole love stuff.
He always complained about me getting mad with him too often and I tried to explain him this was because when I couldn't stand him acting badly, there were two options for me: to start crying in front of him because I really get too emotional about this stuff; or to ignore him for a while.
One night as he was texting me again after making me look like a complete idiot in front of both mine and his friends, I told him he was my biggest mistake and I was sorry for ever knowing him. I also apologized for ever making him feel bad. It must have been really deep for him because he called one of my friends telling her he felt sad by what I had told him. Later, he said that he should be the one apologizing for making me feel bad.
And now he is ignoring me. I notice him watching every move I make at school or anywhere we meet. I tried to talk to him one night and asked what was wrong but he replied 'Now I am the one who is mad for a while'.. I know he is doing it to make me feel bad but he is playing with my feeling really hard and acts as if he didn't care.
I don't know what's going on or what's going to happen from now on. I'm not the type to get upsed about boys at all. But as far as I can see, my time has come. I've cried my eyes out. So please, give me some advice on the situation because I can't get over him..
