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I just lost my best friend(he didn't die) today.
I'm 15. We've been friends since I was 11 years old. The first year was amazing.... we'd talk everyday, but ever since that first year has been hell. He's done so much to me
He would always act like an asshole to me most of the time. Whenever I tried to bring up a problem to him(it wasn't often), he'd get a attitude with me and have a huge fit
Not only that, recently, he lied to me too. I don't feel like explaining the situation, but he basically blamed one of my good friends to try to save himself even though he was the culprit the entire time.
We argued alot........ until today. I cut off the friendship. I can stand about anything except lying. I hate it so much. My base on loving someone is trust, and he destroyed my trust when he lied to me
I feel like I've been played. I've done so much for him. I've gotten him $45 for his birthday, I've gotten him unsuspended, I've even done his homework for him and he's never done anything in return for me, ever.
I really did, still (sort of) do love him alot but he doesn't care. A time when we were arguing he said 'bye faggot'(i'm gay btw).
he says he cares but action says another thing................ today when i cut off our friendship, all he said was bye, even after I said I'd miss him lol
i really want another best friend, i just dread the thought of it taking so long. I don't like being lonely. He was the primary person I talked to........... I'm really a nice guy. I can be bitchy at times but I care about people alot and it just kills me on the inside someone took my trust and love and turned it upside down
any advice on how to cope with this/and the wait?
if it helps anyone's reply, he's also straight.
I just lost my best friend(he didn't die) today.
I'm 15. We've been friends since I was 11 years old. The first year was amazing.... we'd talk everyday, but ever since that first year has been hell. He's done so much to me
He would always act like an asshole to me most of the time. Whenever I tried to bring up a problem to him(it wasn't often), he'd get a attitude with me and have a huge fit
Not only that, recently, he lied to me too. I don't feel like explaining the situation, but he basically blamed one of my good friends to try to save himself even though he was the culprit the entire time.
We argued alot........ until today. I cut off the friendship. I can stand about anything except lying. I hate it so much. My base on loving someone is trust, and he destroyed my trust when he lied to me
I feel like I've been played. I've done so much for him. I've gotten him $45 for his birthday, I've gotten him unsuspended, I've even done his homework for him and he's never done anything in return for me, ever.
I really did, still (sort of) do love him alot but he doesn't care. A time when we were arguing he said 'bye faggot'(i'm gay btw).
he says he cares but action says another thing................ today when i cut off our friendship, all he said was bye, even after I said I'd miss him lol
i really want another best friend, i just dread the thought of it taking so long. I don't like being lonely. He was the primary person I talked to........... I'm really a nice guy. I can be bitchy at times but I care about people alot and it just kills me on the inside someone took my trust and love and turned it upside down
any advice on how to cope with this/and the wait?
if it helps anyone's reply, he's also straight.
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