Ok my name is Gavin and I am 14 years old. I really want to know how I can find that one girl that would add so much more excitement in my life. I have dated before (Yes I was pretty young for dating) but things have really changed for me. Not trying to be conceded or anything but in 7th grade a lot of girls liked me. I wasn't popular I just somehow resembled Justin Bieber. That may sound stupid or whatever but it worked for me so I didn't really like it because I don't care for him but I went along with it. Anyway I turned away most girls because I had my eyes set on my first love. That may also sound weird as I was younger but it's true. We have dated at least 6 times (Not really dating because we didn't go on dates more or less just boyfriend/girlfriend) and then we finally went on a double date with a good friend of mine and his girlfriend. That day was the best and worst day of my life, after about an hour she got into a fight with an "old boyfriend" of hers who told her to stop hanging out with me. I knew she was lieing. Because she listened to him and told me and my friend to just go home or whatever and then her and my friends girlfriend both left. I then texted her saying to just stop talking to me because I was angry. I don't think I made a mistake there but I don't know I might have..anyway after that we never talked much at all even to this day. She hardly knows I exist at all now and I still love her as much as I did when I first saw her. I know in a way i'm still young but I feel like she is my soul mate, but then again it is probably just my hormones talking but still I at least want to date her for real this time and give it everything I got....but I don't know how to confront her now after everything we have been through...I don't even know if she is dating someone else, she has a facebook but she doesn't ever really change her status so I don't know for sure. Girls and maybe even guys...how can I start a relationship with this girl again?
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