Going to try and make this as simple as possible.....
I have been dating Trevor my boyfriend for about a year and a half now we have had pretty much a really easy relationship. No drama no fights nothing, but in the last few months his job has gone to the dogs. His hours are all over the place he doesn't have a schedule he can rely on because they call him in all the time. He only get's saturdays off currently. But anyways I think that has been taking a toll on him and he's been taking his anger out on me... Anyways He's a great boyfriend and I do love him....
But Patrick my best friend who I still swear to god is my soul mate recently came back into my life. We had gotten into a rather nasty fight a few months before I met Trevor that made us not really friends anymore. But before that we hung out every day for 2 years. We could talk to each other without having to say a thing etc... Lets move on...
Back in May he started to text me apologized and everything. One night I get the balls up to ask him why he would date another girl right when me and him were almost together.... long story short found out he had always returned said feelings.
We flirted I have never cheated on Trevor and I never will but yes we flirted and talked about the possibilities of being together but I cut him off one day and told him to forget about me because, well I realized that not only was I in a relationship so was Patrick. So I cut off all contact... and yes It broke my heart even thought I didn't think it would.
So it's been about 5 ish months since I've last talked to him... but everyday I still miss him and No matter how hard I try to forget him I can't. And it's driving me crazy. He is always on my mind and only when I get busy do I not think about him....
Last night he texted me saying he couldn't forget about me it took me everything not to text back... I'm just currently lost on what to do. I really miss him and it hurts to not be able to see him or talk to him or hear his laugh or feel his arms around me... And I'm confused
Because I feel that way with Trevor and it sucks
Because if I did leave Trevor to be with Patrick well my heart would break because I do love Trevor and I know in some way that if we break up apart of me is going to go missing...
But if I don't end things with Trevor I'm always going to be hurting because I'm not with Patrick,.,,,,
Any advice???
And usually I'm a lot smarter than this but I got myself stuck inbetween a rock and a hard place
I have been dating Trevor my boyfriend for about a year and a half now we have had pretty much a really easy relationship. No drama no fights nothing, but in the last few months his job has gone to the dogs. His hours are all over the place he doesn't have a schedule he can rely on because they call him in all the time. He only get's saturdays off currently. But anyways I think that has been taking a toll on him and he's been taking his anger out on me... Anyways He's a great boyfriend and I do love him....
But Patrick my best friend who I still swear to god is my soul mate recently came back into my life. We had gotten into a rather nasty fight a few months before I met Trevor that made us not really friends anymore. But before that we hung out every day for 2 years. We could talk to each other without having to say a thing etc... Lets move on...
Back in May he started to text me apologized and everything. One night I get the balls up to ask him why he would date another girl right when me and him were almost together.... long story short found out he had always returned said feelings.
We flirted I have never cheated on Trevor and I never will but yes we flirted and talked about the possibilities of being together but I cut him off one day and told him to forget about me because, well I realized that not only was I in a relationship so was Patrick. So I cut off all contact... and yes It broke my heart even thought I didn't think it would.
So it's been about 5 ish months since I've last talked to him... but everyday I still miss him and No matter how hard I try to forget him I can't. And it's driving me crazy. He is always on my mind and only when I get busy do I not think about him....
Last night he texted me saying he couldn't forget about me it took me everything not to text back... I'm just currently lost on what to do. I really miss him and it hurts to not be able to see him or talk to him or hear his laugh or feel his arms around me... And I'm confused
Because I feel that way with Trevor and it sucks
Because if I did leave Trevor to be with Patrick well my heart would break because I do love Trevor and I know in some way that if we break up apart of me is going to go missing...
But if I don't end things with Trevor I'm always going to be hurting because I'm not with Patrick,.,,,,
Any advice???
And usually I'm a lot smarter than this but I got myself stuck inbetween a rock and a hard place
