After over half a year of beating down the urge, I did it again. Please don't try and tell me to stop, I'm getting help from a doctor.
I do not do it for fun, I do it because, to me it's the most effective way of relieving pain.
The reason I post this is because I don't want to end up in hospital with some nasty infection. Only because the guilt on my families faces would rip me apart.
So, in order to prevent that, can someone suggest ways to carry out self harm safely?
Yes I know this is a fucked up post.
I do not do it for fun, I do it because, to me it's the most effective way of relieving pain.
The reason I post this is because I don't want to end up in hospital with some nasty infection. Only because the guilt on my families faces would rip me apart.
So, in order to prevent that, can someone suggest ways to carry out self harm safely?
Yes I know this is a fucked up post.