I'm in such a bad mood.
It's been there all night.
I've had urges all day.
I drew a butterfly on my wrist.
I've had people being normal today, so I felt normal, and pushed the urges out.
Then I realised I've lost my best friend due to her boyfriend.
She's clueless, isn't she? I don't even know what to do.
Every time I tell her, she doesn't listen.
I hate him, I really do.
I miss my best friend.
I miss my boyfriend.
I just want to be held.
I miss being happy.
I miss spending a day not crying.
I miss everything, and just once.
Just. Once.
I wish I could go a day without having urges.
It's been there all night.
I've had urges all day.
I drew a butterfly on my wrist.
I've had people being normal today, so I felt normal, and pushed the urges out.
Then I realised I've lost my best friend due to her boyfriend.
She's clueless, isn't she? I don't even know what to do.
Every time I tell her, she doesn't listen.
I hate him, I really do.
I miss my best friend.
I miss my boyfriend.
I just want to be held.
I miss being happy.
I miss spending a day not crying.
I miss everything, and just once.
Just. Once.
I wish I could go a day without having urges.