Hi guys, im Nate.
I have felt really depressed for almost 4 years, but couldnt tell anyone or look for help because i dont have anybody i can trust in the least bit. The people i call my friends punch, slap and pinch me for absolutely no reason, but ive learned to cover emotional pain so well that i can hide physical pain, and they dont think i feel it, but i do, . Im not sure if their picking on me because we're 'bros' or if theyre bullying me, either way i dont know how much more i can take because every ounce of strength in me goes to preventing my suicide, which i have seriously considered several times.
I dont know where else to turn, and just feel so hopeless and alone, i need friends who wont hurt me, if youre interested, message me i guess, and thank you.
Im 13, almost 14 by the way, and have felt like this since i was 9.
Thanks again, and good bye.
I have felt really depressed for almost 4 years, but couldnt tell anyone or look for help because i dont have anybody i can trust in the least bit. The people i call my friends punch, slap and pinch me for absolutely no reason, but ive learned to cover emotional pain so well that i can hide physical pain, and they dont think i feel it, but i do, . Im not sure if their picking on me because we're 'bros' or if theyre bullying me, either way i dont know how much more i can take because every ounce of strength in me goes to preventing my suicide, which i have seriously considered several times.
I dont know where else to turn, and just feel so hopeless and alone, i need friends who wont hurt me, if youre interested, message me i guess, and thank you.
Im 13, almost 14 by the way, and have felt like this since i was 9.
Thanks again, and good bye.