Okay i'll tell you my WHY. i slit my right wrist becasue i got really depressed. I was not thinking about it and just did it.. So yea.. sorry if that makes me bad but it seemed like the only way out.. i thought bye doing this it would end my suffering and pain.. There was alot bothering me and now i regret it because of my scar.. So anwyays yea. i had my reasons why i cut myself..
no even though theres been times in my life where i've thought what's the point, i would never self harm because i don't see the point, it doesn't help the situtation and the only thing you gain by it is relief of pain mentally, but to be honest i never really get depressed anyway if i get down i put feel good music on or think yeh things could always be worse but then again i'm a generally happy person don't liek to be upset, and then just get on with it and that's been working fine for me
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i slit open my legs a year after my grandad died and things at home were shit and school was really bad, it was the only time i've ever done it and when i went downstairs my mum had told my dad and just the look on his face made me promise myself that i'd never do it again and that was 6 years ago, i haven't done it since then.
I've done it. A few times. But never my wrists. I did it to the sides of my stomach and shit. I have a few nasty scars, which remind me everyday how stupid I was to do it.
But when I did do it, it wasn't "me" who was in control. I wasn't in the headspace to make informed decisions, and I passed out a lot, waking up on the other side of a room with a knife and blood all over the place.
It was extremely scary, and it took me weeks and weeks to see somebody about it. I thought I would pass out and never wake up, but at that point I wouldn't have cared anyway.
Self harm is hard to explain for me, considering I don't believe it was me harming myself. But for those who have never been there, you won't understand it.
[SIZE=2]It is my conviction that killing under the cloak of war is nothing but an act of murder.[/SIZE][/SIZE]