ok soo, a few months back, my dad told us that he already has found someone, and asked me and my sis if we were ok with it and we were. after mom died, w/c was 3 years ago our family has been down and depressed, specially dad, we used to be happy, active at family gatherings and activities but the past 3 years has been difficult for us but now we're slowly moving on...
so...., dad introduced us to the lady, she was nice, and my dad seems to be happy with her. we met her family, her 2 sons and her daughter. we clicked and the five of us got together pretty well. we hung out the following days and we got really tight, and that's when i started having feelings with the daughter who is 2 yrs older than me. she is so simple and she's so beautiful, not supermodel, pornstar beutiful, her beauty is so simple. she doest wear make up, her hair is so nice and neat and it smells of strawberries.... and most of all she's very nice, and smart, she's so timid, but knows how to get along with others. and everytime she talks / every time i hear her voice i can feel my heart raise. she's just so amazing... but i dont want anything to happen btw us coz my dad is going to marry her mom. and i dont want to do a one time on her. if i ever date or love a girl, i want it to last and i know this is not gonna happen btw us. i dont even know if she likes me back, but i dont wanna know. i think its better that way.. but i'm GOING CRAZY here! i just cant get over it. i really just dont know what to do. i need help i feel like i'm gonna throwing up..
so...., dad introduced us to the lady, she was nice, and my dad seems to be happy with her. we met her family, her 2 sons and her daughter. we clicked and the five of us got together pretty well. we hung out the following days and we got really tight, and that's when i started having feelings with the daughter who is 2 yrs older than me. she is so simple and she's so beautiful, not supermodel, pornstar beutiful, her beauty is so simple. she doest wear make up, her hair is so nice and neat and it smells of strawberries.... and most of all she's very nice, and smart, she's so timid, but knows how to get along with others. and everytime she talks / every time i hear her voice i can feel my heart raise. she's just so amazing... but i dont want anything to happen btw us coz my dad is going to marry her mom. and i dont want to do a one time on her. if i ever date or love a girl, i want it to last and i know this is not gonna happen btw us. i dont even know if she likes me back, but i dont wanna know. i think its better that way.. but i'm GOING CRAZY here! i just cant get over it. i really just dont know what to do. i need help i feel like i'm gonna throwing up..