I have been thinking more and more about death lately. There was a death scene in a movie that I watched and normally this does not phase me, I have no problem with violence in movies, no matter how gruesome. But for some reason, it brought a realization on me.
I am going to die one day and there is nothing I can do about it. I will be laying in a bed (possibly) about to die, wondering if there is a heaven, where will I go, and then I will close my eyes, and die. It may happen like that, it may not, but the point is that it brough on a realization.
I had a mini panic attack in class with this epiphany. Obviously I knew I was going to die at some point, it is an inevitability. However, it has always been the back of my head, never coming out. It was me really thinking,"wow. There is no avoiding it. I am young now, but before I know it, I am going to be dead" that really had it hit home; and it scared the crap out of me.
I have to wonder what goes through the minds of the people on their death beds. They know they don't have long left on this earth, they know they might die within a few minutes. Is that person scared? Is that person thinking about an afterlife? Is that person not worried at all because he or she has total faith in her religion? Is that person looking back on all of his or her mistakes, triumphs, lovers, past friends, and family?
Does anyone else have any insight into death? Obviously we will never know what it is like until we are at that point, but I am curious to hear what other people think and to discuss. It has been in my head for the past week and I need to talk about it. Thanks!
I am going to die one day and there is nothing I can do about it. I will be laying in a bed (possibly) about to die, wondering if there is a heaven, where will I go, and then I will close my eyes, and die. It may happen like that, it may not, but the point is that it brough on a realization.
I had a mini panic attack in class with this epiphany. Obviously I knew I was going to die at some point, it is an inevitability. However, it has always been the back of my head, never coming out. It was me really thinking,"wow. There is no avoiding it. I am young now, but before I know it, I am going to be dead" that really had it hit home; and it scared the crap out of me.
I have to wonder what goes through the minds of the people on their death beds. They know they don't have long left on this earth, they know they might die within a few minutes. Is that person scared? Is that person thinking about an afterlife? Is that person not worried at all because he or she has total faith in her religion? Is that person looking back on all of his or her mistakes, triumphs, lovers, past friends, and family?
Does anyone else have any insight into death? Obviously we will never know what it is like until we are at that point, but I am curious to hear what other people think and to discuss. It has been in my head for the past week and I need to talk about it. Thanks!