Hi, I've just turned 17 and I realised, that I don't really have any friends (have I few, but that kind, when you pass them on the street you'd just say hi and move along), never kissed anyone and just that I don't have any social life. Haven't come out yet, because I live in a very homophobic country and am very afraid of loosing the few people that I still have in my life. A few months ago I saw the UK 'skins' (by the way- the best show ever) and after seeing Naomi and Emily's scenes I started daydreaming about them and I can't even think straight. Because of loneliness and daydreaming I can't do stuff that I have to do. I'm finishing school next year, so I have to get my shit together. By the way, there's a girl in my school that I have been thinking about since I saw her. I don't even know if she's even bi curious or something, but I feel it in my bones
So the reason I'm writing here is that I need to stop daydreaming and come back to reality, but I don't know how.