Demon Under Angel's Wing

    • Demon Under Angel's Wing

      She's the angel that I wish to be
      But no angel is comparable to a demon like me
      I wish I was pure and kind
      And cry I do as time continues to unwind
      Never could I be pure
      There has been too much blood and pain in the past that has been endured
      So watch as I take one last painful breath
      Hoping, yearning for death
      But no, instead my imperfections stare into my eyes
      Filling my head with horrid lies
      Why must I be cursed for life?
      Why won't my flesh part at the touch of a knife?
      I want to be good, I really do
      But it's too late so many secrets left to be revealed as the horrid truth
      I want to be done
      Or at least be gone
      Because I am blessed with the gift of an angel
      That is like being locked up with the tiger under the classification of bengal
      I'm not meant to be so blessed
      It has an opposite effect, instead of enduring happiness, I'm depressed
      But I'm not close to perfect. I'm not close to sane. I'm not the one to worship. And I'm not the one to blame.