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About 3 months ago, my dad died very unexpectedly. At first, I was so numb from the shock of it happening that I just carried on like nothing every happened, until about 2 weeks ago. Every since then I've felt lower than low, less than nothing, more depressed than I've ever been, and directionless in life. I participate in a multitude of activities in and out of school to keep myself from thinking about it, and try to outwardly convey the idea that nothing is wrong; I can't seem to be able to talk to anyone about it, not even my family. In addition, as of late, I've been attempting to ask out this girl, but it turns out that she's taken by one of my other friends. I haven't been kissed by a girl, let alone dated on, in my entire 17 years of existence. This recent event has made me reflect on myself and feel even more worthless. If anyone reading this post has anything helpful to add, please do so.
About 3 months ago, my dad died very unexpectedly. At first, I was so numb from the shock of it happening that I just carried on like nothing every happened, until about 2 weeks ago. Every since then I've felt lower than low, less than nothing, more depressed than I've ever been, and directionless in life. I participate in a multitude of activities in and out of school to keep myself from thinking about it, and try to outwardly convey the idea that nothing is wrong; I can't seem to be able to talk to anyone about it, not even my family. In addition, as of late, I've been attempting to ask out this girl, but it turns out that she's taken by one of my other friends. I haven't been kissed by a girl, let alone dated on, in my entire 17 years of existence. This recent event has made me reflect on myself and feel even more worthless. If anyone reading this post has anything helpful to add, please do so.