Well, first off I haven't been on here in forever. I really missed this website. You all have helped me through a very tough point in my young life and appreciate all the advice and love.
But since I haven't been on here in a while, a lot more has happened and well, I've began to cut myself again. It's not the hardcore, razor, vein splitting type of cutting (thank god) but it is enough to break my skin and bleed and scar up. I am not proud of what I have done and since its been so long since I've cut, I forgot how good it felt. The pain is such a rush and once I start, I cannot stop. But I want to stop.
I don't want to do this anymore. But how do I stop????
But since I haven't been on here in a while, a lot more has happened and well, I've began to cut myself again. It's not the hardcore, razor, vein splitting type of cutting (thank god) but it is enough to break my skin and bleed and scar up. I am not proud of what I have done and since its been so long since I've cut, I forgot how good it felt. The pain is such a rush and once I start, I cannot stop. But I want to stop.
I don't want to do this anymore. But how do I stop????