Hello everyone,
Since almost a year now, I have had this constant feeling of loneliness, sadness and isolation. I dont think i can talk with my parents about this since they both work with the mentally ill and would probably think this is just a phase i am goimg through. I feel this way because I barely have any friends, sure I get along with classmates but we never hang out after school because they are buisy with sports, homework and other friends. Another reason why I feel the way I do is that noone in my family agrees with anything i say, always ignore me in group conversations and always write my views on certain things off as wrong. It doesnt help that I hate my body and that I think that I am a fat piece of human garbage pretty much every hour of the day. The last ingredient for this soup of misery is that I have no confidence in talking to anyone, if i dont say anything I think that I am a coward, if I do say something i think that i shouldve kept my mouth shut and that I was stupid for saying that. I also manage to make every conversation as akward as possible, or I think that I have annoyes the person I was talking to when they say they need to go, and that I am a complete idiot for messing up the conversation.
What in the world should I do? Im starting to get to the point where I think my life is worthless and that I would never be able to acomplish anything.
Since almost a year now, I have had this constant feeling of loneliness, sadness and isolation. I dont think i can talk with my parents about this since they both work with the mentally ill and would probably think this is just a phase i am goimg through. I feel this way because I barely have any friends, sure I get along with classmates but we never hang out after school because they are buisy with sports, homework and other friends. Another reason why I feel the way I do is that noone in my family agrees with anything i say, always ignore me in group conversations and always write my views on certain things off as wrong. It doesnt help that I hate my body and that I think that I am a fat piece of human garbage pretty much every hour of the day. The last ingredient for this soup of misery is that I have no confidence in talking to anyone, if i dont say anything I think that I am a coward, if I do say something i think that i shouldve kept my mouth shut and that I was stupid for saying that. I also manage to make every conversation as akward as possible, or I think that I have annoyes the person I was talking to when they say they need to go, and that I am a complete idiot for messing up the conversation.
What in the world should I do? Im starting to get to the point where I think my life is worthless and that I would never be able to acomplish anything.