War With myself (poem)

    • War With myself (poem)

      Hello guys! Im a writer. I write poetry or you know things like it. I would appreciate feedback! So just let me know what you think!


      Im at war with myself
      Self mutilation isn't good for my health
      We all have demons but mine never shut up
      They tell me more and more is never enough
      Ive lost touch with who I really am,
      I could be insecure, I probably am
      I have no more to gain
      Guess it could be the drugs,
      I'm betting im insane
      Wager me this,
      If I do drugs does that put me at risk
      Health professionals would say yes
      But isn't it the same as gambling debt
      Drug addicts are bad but politicians are worse
      They steal from the poor, they don't care who they hurt
      I hurt myself and since when is that wrong
      I know I deserve it,
      *takes hit from a bong*
      I could say I regret it
      But I would be lying
      There's no better satisfaction than dying
      I have no drug of choice I do what I can pay
      Hoping for a better high the next day
      My emotions are tied around my neck
      Enough said for you to know im a wreck