I've never had a girlfriend, and ultimately my dreams mostly consist of having one, sharing my life with a girl, cuddling and kissing her. Believe it or not, humans need each other, the average person needs someone other than itself to share his happiness with. I think I'm missing a fundamental part of life, and my dreams are trying to numb this.
I'm happy by myself, I enjoy my company and having alone time for my hobbies, but I feel immensely empty at the same time. I don't want to end up alone, I want to share my happiness with someone else. I don't know what to do, my life is slowly becoming uninteresting, the things I used to enjoy are slowly becoming dull and boring. It's like, everyone has that special someone that absolutely adores them, while I'm here alone and forgotten by everyone... This has been the only thought on my mind for the past month, I think I might be falling into a depression... I feel like, if I had someone to share my life with, this would ALL disappear and I would be happy again.
But in real life things never go my way... I'm starting to think that I'm destined to die alone while never been loved deeply by anyone(since I have virtually infinite love to give). Should I give up on my quest to find someone, since it's pretty clear that I was not made to be loved?
I'm happy by myself, I enjoy my company and having alone time for my hobbies, but I feel immensely empty at the same time. I don't want to end up alone, I want to share my happiness with someone else. I don't know what to do, my life is slowly becoming uninteresting, the things I used to enjoy are slowly becoming dull and boring. It's like, everyone has that special someone that absolutely adores them, while I'm here alone and forgotten by everyone... This has been the only thought on my mind for the past month, I think I might be falling into a depression... I feel like, if I had someone to share my life with, this would ALL disappear and I would be happy again.
But in real life things never go my way... I'm starting to think that I'm destined to die alone while never been loved deeply by anyone(since I have virtually infinite love to give). Should I give up on my quest to find someone, since it's pretty clear that I was not made to be loved?