So I've been dealing with depression for a long time now. And it has been getting worse. I've been cutting myself and been thinking about killing myself. But I've haven't attempted anything yet. But when I get sad, it hits me so much that I feel so stuck, like I can't even move. I have been talking to someone at school about this, since my parents don't believe in therapist and my mom thinks I'm just fine. But even though I'm talking to someone, my depression just seems to deepen anyway.
I'm depressed, because I'm not religious and my parents are. And if I come out that I'm not, things won't end nicely. Especially with my dad. Since it's his way or no way. And I was told my brother wants to use me as hooker money to get weed money. And I get zero respect from my youngest sister. I told her I was depress, and she just said I'm just saying that to get attention.
And there are more reasons to why I'm depress. But I don't feel comfortable sharing those at the moment.
But in the end, what can I do, to at least become a bit more happier?
Since I'm trying to aim away from suicide.
I'm depressed, because I'm not religious and my parents are. And if I come out that I'm not, things won't end nicely. Especially with my dad. Since it's his way or no way. And I was told my brother wants to use me as hooker money to get weed money. And I get zero respect from my youngest sister. I told her I was depress, and she just said I'm just saying that to get attention.
And there are more reasons to why I'm depress. But I don't feel comfortable sharing those at the moment.
But in the end, what can I do, to at least become a bit more happier?
Since I'm trying to aim away from suicide.
"As in heaven as on Earth, we've been dead since our birth" -Hollywood Undead
