no-ones replying because this matter is to delicate for random people's opinions, we'll either be no help at all or make it worse or offend him. We aren't equipped to handle and provide to situations as extreme as this with certainty.

we can only refer
-Dude, get help, i was looking through some websites and i think this one is good for you, samaritans.org/how-we-can-help…-about/i-want-kill-myself i hope you triumph and thrive, sorry we couldn't be more helpful.

i know how you feel very well, i've felt it myself, so i won't try to tell you what to do. i don't know your circumstances and honestly i can never bring myself to ask someone to keep doing something they can't do. but, I don't want you to do it. i wish that i could help you, but there's not much i can do bc i don't know you, etc, but i can offer you one thing: if you ever wanna rant, or anything, you can private message me (im new so i don't know how it works, maybe i need a post count before i can PM) but i wouldn't judge you n i'll give you advice to the best of my ability. of course, i'm a stranger so i totally get if that's the last thing you want to do, but the offer stands. who knows tho, maybe the anonymity could be a comfort.

my point in offering this is that for me personally, i can't make the feelings go away so i just try to deal with it as it happens. just get through today, this week, whatever. make it better for just a bit and do it again when it happens again. sometimes talking to someone who won't try to change you or judge you helps get through that day. there's other ways to deal w/ this though, but in my experience it's always just. get through today. lol.

Hey, I felt the same way, but it passed. It is hard to be teen, but you can do it. Go and take dance classes or do some sport. You will feel better for sure, you will feel better physically nad mentally. Also talk to your parents, they will understand and help you for sure.

As I have said in my previous post in another thread, ask for help. There is nothing wrong with that. It helps to talk to people you trust. Stay strong. If you need someone to talk to just hit my inbox.

you need a man

Huh? Mad about what??

Hi, I had gone through a period where I considered suicide but now I try to help prevent teens from committing suicide because of this: if there is even a tiny bit of light left in your life, whether it's your friends laughing at a joke or you attempting to bake brownies, cling on that and build on that. It will grow if you focus on it and realize you still have happy moments in life, something making life worth living. Just at least try before you actually consider killing yourself. It's that small bit of hope in your life that needs to be cared for, not the sadness, anger, pain, and numbness. Those feelings of grief are like a weed, strangling the hope. And you have to stop watering it. You can contain it. I know you can.

i've wanted to a few times

Hhhh, whats the problem actually. Having no friends or what mate