Oh man, i have been on this site since i was 15. I always forget that i have an account here though. So my first post back in like 2012 or so was probably about my mother. We just did not get along, and to this day, we still do not. I am 19, will be 20 next month in august and i still can't seem to shake the drama with her. Isn't your mother supposed to be your best friend? Someone that you could always go to? I feel like i can't have a relationship with her. Every day, every week, every year it just gets worse. I am moving to Arizona in 10 months with my boyfriend, who i believe is the love of my life. And when i go, i want her to miss me, not be glad that i am gone. It's so hard to get her to understand things and for that, i am starting to become more and more resentful towards her. I don't know, guys. I feel lonely without her, but i feel happy when she's not around. Does anyone else have this problem?? I feel like i have been 13 my entire life dealing with this crap... Im not a kid anymore....
You're already in pain, get a reward from it!!!!