at hoco last saturday i grinded on a bunch of guys long story short now this one guy that i never really considered boyfriend material cause i friend zoned now he's snap chatting me and i think i'm falling for him:/ i find myself constantly dreaming and a little bit fantasizing. he wants to hook up i'm not quite comfy going all the way and he's understanding so that's nbd but still even though he's very understanding one of my friends who's dated him a while ago i asked her if she'd be chill with it she said that she is but anyways he really wants girls to swallow his and i've never swallowed and i don't want to disappoint idk help