It started eight months ago.
My boyfriend who I was with for about a year broke up with me, and I was devastated. I absolutely adored him, I was angry, I was broken, I was devastated. I blamed myself the most.
That was when I started getting more suicidal.
Tragic backstory that might play a role in this: I was physically, emotionally, mentally, and sexually abused by family members growing up. I grw up thinking it was normal.
I was already pretty suicidal.
Four months later, I started seeing this guy who I and my mom absolutely adored, He's mormon, a gentleman, a straight A student. everything i'm not
about a couple weeks into our relationship i got sent to inpatient treatment because i was really unstable and a danger to myself. it was only for two weeks.
during those two weeks, he was siting at this all girls table and ditched our friend group.
i came back and we did a couples halloween costume together.,a week later he broke up with me
again, i blamed myself the most for being unlovable and not being good enough.
Now I'm extremely desperate. I just need to be in a relationship. I'm so broken I look for the missing parts of me in others and I need to stop
I'm talking to like 7 guys right now, and i need to s t o p
My boyfriend who I was with for about a year broke up with me, and I was devastated. I absolutely adored him, I was angry, I was broken, I was devastated. I blamed myself the most.
That was when I started getting more suicidal.
Tragic backstory that might play a role in this: I was physically, emotionally, mentally, and sexually abused by family members growing up. I grw up thinking it was normal.
I was already pretty suicidal.
Four months later, I started seeing this guy who I and my mom absolutely adored, He's mormon, a gentleman, a straight A student. everything i'm not
about a couple weeks into our relationship i got sent to inpatient treatment because i was really unstable and a danger to myself. it was only for two weeks.
during those two weeks, he was siting at this all girls table and ditched our friend group.
i came back and we did a couples halloween costume together.,a week later he broke up with me
again, i blamed myself the most for being unlovable and not being good enough.
Now I'm extremely desperate. I just need to be in a relationship. I'm so broken I look for the missing parts of me in others and I need to stop
I'm talking to like 7 guys right now, and i need to s t o p