Hello. This story happened 2 years ago but it still effects my relationships now. I’ve had two very serious sexual assault experiences that effect my life. This one I still think about. Anyways we will start off by saying this guy ( we’ll call him B) was a cute 6’4, beautiful smile, rode a motorcycle type guy. He was a senior and I was a sophomore the first time we met. The first time we met was the first time we talked and he seemed normal a few weeks later I followed him on Instagram. During the middle of July I turned 16 and that day was the day B messaged me. The messages started out simple and harmless, and I was so happy this tall cute guy was talking to me. He would ask me to send him selfies and I did. He built my confidence up with his comments about each picture. But I will admit I got a weird feeling talking to him. Like even though everything seemed fine I had this feeling in my stomach that something wasn’t right but I just ignored it. That same day I mentioned I was working out and he asked me to send him pictures. I was wearing a sports bra and some basketball shorts and didn’t think much of it, but I did feel bad about afterwards. That was like a ticket for him and since then he kept asking for more and more bra pics. I felt really uncomfortable and told him no but he kept asking, I would come up with any excuse not to send them because my no’s we not working. Eventually I sent him another bra pic and felt horrible about myself. I cried and told him I was going to bed. He didn’t care because he kept suggesting we have more “fun”. I regret still continuing to talk to him the next day. He asked me to send pics and I explained in a long message I felt really horrible about myself afterwards and he assured me it was okay, the pictures were private and nobody would see them. A few days later he begged me for more pictures and sent some. I never sent a picture without a bra because I thought if somebody else were too see them it wouldn’t be that big of a deal. Anyways he kept asking for more and more pictures without a bra but I refused to do so. Eventually when school was starting up agian I made up some excuse to stop talking to him, like saying I didn’t want to date or something. He wasn’t happy about that and said he was cool just being friends with me but I didn’t believe him. I hadn’t told anybody because I was embarrassed and worried what people would think of me. He would constantly Snapchat me so I ended up blocking him on Snapchat and messaging. He would occasionally stop by the school for peprallys and those days were horrible. I would do everything to avoid him ever seeing me. My 17 birthday however he messaged me again on Instagram and instead of replying I blocked him. I forgot to mention while I tried getting rid of him before I blocked him he would constantly spam me with messages. I was super afraid to block him because he had inappropriate pictures of me and there was nothing I could do about it. Every time I walk out of my door alone I am worried I am gonna run into him. During school when he did see me, he would touch me inappropriately or get really close to me in crowds. I am 5’0 and he was 6’4 and built. I was most afraid of being raped whenever he would touch me. I feel if I ever reported it people wouldn’t believe me or he would post the pictures he had of me. The first person I have told is my current boyfriend. My boyfriend knows B and even considered him a friend at a time. If I ever see B in public I get really nervous and scared, now I just call my boyfriend and hide but I can’t live like that forever and I don’t know what to do.