I have sucidal thoughts and actions. I’ve been writing to myself about the possibilities there are, and that has been helping. I wanted to make this thread for y’all to do the same on this platform. Who know maybe I’ll just be the only one in the comments writing letters

Dear lyla,
I hat how people call me a teenager. They call me such a teen. Such an anxiety teenager. It ain’t attitude, I’m just upset. And I have things that I should be able to be upset about. It’s crazy that I can’t share my opinion without being beaten down about it. I don’t like talking. I don’t like it all. I stay in my own head, where I belong. I want you to be able to speak up. I want you to change and not be scared of talking. I believe in you.
-lyla

Dear lyla,
I know you are afraid of the dark, but sometimes you just need to be brave. Place one foot in front of the other as you tell your story with confidence. You are not a possession lyla. No one has the right to treat you like one. Don’t feel pressured to do something that you don’t want do (yes unoriginal). Don’t fell guilty for not giving him what he wanted. You are better than that
-Lyla

Dead lyla,
I’m realizing that you are the only one who will ever use this thread, but by the end hopefully you can look back on it and see your progress. You did well today. You knew you could do it, and you did it. It was fulfilling in the moment, and still makes you feel kinda good. You haven’t done well in a long time, and it was nice to feel that winning felling again. But you know as well as I, there is a challenge coming up very soon, but I need you to remember how well you did today, and even if you don’t do well then, it’s okay. It’s about having fun and getting new experiences. A story to tell later on. You can do this.
-Lyla

Dear lyla,
Please do not cut tonight. It doesn’t solve any problems. I understand that things can get worse, but we need to remember that you want them to get better. For them to get better, you need to work for it. You had a great day and you can’t let a few things said let that get in the way of your happiness. Lyla, you matter.

-Lyla

Dear lyla,
You just want to cry, and that’s okay. Cry. You feel like no one wants you, and I feel that way too. The way he doesn’t look back, or how you ask him if he wants you and it takes him time to answer. I’ve upset him to the point of not wanting me. I should just kill myself now and be put out of misery. He was the only one I thought still wanted me, and now he doesn’t. It just feels like lies.
-Lyla