I started babysitting for a couple when I was 14 and by the time I was 16 I had a major crush on the guy who is in his 30's. In March after I turned 17 I started giving him little hints hoping he would catch on but didn't really expect him to. One evening after babysitting as he was driving me home he told me I had turned into a beautiful young lady. I was flattered quickly replying that he wasn't bad looking himself to see his reaction. To my surprise he wanted to know if I would be interested in getting together sometime to which I said yes. A few days later he called asking me out that evening. He took me to dinner then afterward ask if I would like to spend a little more time together. Of course I told him yes. He drove straight to a Holiday Inn which surprised me and wanted to know if I was ok with it. I approved so he got a room. There was no doubt what we were there for. I had made out before but nothing else so it didn't take long for him to have me very excited. After we made out for a while he rolled over on top of me getting ready to do it. When I ask if he wasn't going to use a condom he didn't stop telling me he didn't have one. When he started making love to me I told him he needed to Know I wasn't on birth control leaving out that it was my first time. We made made love for some time and I had the experience of going ALL the way my very first time having sex. After that evening in mid-March we got together two more times in April once just before my period then once 4 or 5 days after. The second time we used a condom but it wasn't as good so the last time I ask him to do it again withont one thinking it was ok because I had just had a period. Now I regret that I made that mistake and having the affair because I got pregnant.