Have you ever written a secret admirer notes for your love?

So theres this guy i like and i made this cute little secret admirer notes for him 2day(feb14-valentinesday)and he hasnt gotten it yet cause i slipped it in his locker after skool wen ther was nobodie in the hall. but he's real shy and i dont think he has a valentine. but ive liked him for a while. i think he has an idea that i like him, cause one day my sis was saying st 2 me & i leaned over 2 her but it lookd sorta like i was peering from behind the vending machines at him.

And so he was looking straight at me when i did that. lol but i actualli wasnt looking at him that time. but anyway!!! so i realli like him & i almost chickened out. but thank god 4 my bff she like forced my hand to put it in the locker allll the way. that way i cudnt go back n pull it out. but yea, tell me what you think.

this is what was in the note:

There is a special something about you...
Something...that draws me to you
and makes me want to get to know you better.
Something...that stirs-up my emotions
every time I see you;
every time I hear or speak your name
I really don't understand why I feel this way,
or, what this is all about;
I only know that my heart tells me
—with each and every pounding beat—
that there is something special about you...
-Rosalinda

~Secret Admirer Notes~ p.s. I know this isn't really an original poem, since i didnt make it. But Im not very good at poems. actually, im horrible at them. I'm more interested in art and stuff. But anyway, I really like you. I dont think i want to tell you who i am, but i really hope you have a happy valentines day! =)

thanks!!! =) oh. i didnt tell u what the note luked like did i??? it wasnt ur normal college rule paper. it was PINK. lol and i drew a pic of this girl on there in a pretty dress n her hands were behind her back. then on the other side of the folded note, i drew a heart with an arrow going thru it!!! =)

oh my god. i think he knows it was me who wrote it... omg i dont even know what 2 think of it... idk if he likes me 2 or not but how is he gonna know its me who wrote it wen i didnt even give him a single clue about me??! how is he gonna just KNOW...? maybe his friend knows my handwriting since hes in one of my classes. aghhh. i feel like...well, like everything i thought might go wrong sorta just did. this morning he wasnt in his normal place. he was in some other place. then wen i passed by him, him n his friend started laughing. i think it was at me... what did i do wrong there??? everybody says they think the note was cute. so wtf?? idk. but i dont think i wanna find out from him. i just dunno what to think about him. do u think he's just being shy n is laughing cause he thinks its cute but his friend is teasing him about it being a love note or st??? i dont know. but i KNEW st like this was gonna happen cause it always happens with guys i like. they seem nice, everybody thinks theyre nice, then once they find out u like them they go CRAZY. even wen theyre just assuming it. and thats y i never like the guys at my school. cause wats the point? theyre onli gonna run away. i think im just really getting tired of boys and i just really dont think love is for me. i mean, i would like it to be...but it just isnt. i read all those teen fiction romance books n i wish just once i could find somebody thats actually near my city thats just like the boys from the book & actually love me 2. not like. but love. just ONCE.... but i dunno maybe im just talking cause im mad, hurt, n confused.... i dunno.

ok if u happen 2 read this just please make sure u give me ur advice. cause i really need it right now and im about 2 have one of my sad moments. i think im just going 2 play like i never wrote the note in this first place. cause i mentioned in the note how long it took me to write that thing. like an hour. and there wasnt even much writing. more drawing & decorating. and if hes gonna take that as something funny then maybe i shud just 4get about him & move on... but moving on isnt easy for me at all. especially when its involving.... well i dont want 2 finish that sentence, i dont think im really responsible for what i say. because right now i really dont know what i feel about this whole thing. im so so SO confused and really need some advice.

yea but im such a chicken about asking people myself, and i know it probly isnt even that big of a deal asking somebody if they like me, but i dont think i CAN ask him that without having this major adrenaline feeling, like im going to passout, or like im feeling light and sorta warm all of a sudden. then when i talk while im feeling that way, my words are cut a little short cause of nervousness n light headedness. which then screws up the rest of my plans 2 stay cool :eek: and he'll think im a freak(ok maybe not really idk) and he'll turn me down cause of my strange loss to speak clearly!!