My name is Nick, and I've last week, as of today, lost both my brothers.
I, in the past, lost my Mother from the gun-point. After being ruthlessly raped, she was shot to death. At the scene, I watched it all go through from behind ropes. I was tied up. Then shot twice in the legs, as I watched him run.
I watched my mother die. Now I've lost both brothers from a car accident.
I'm 15, and I recently resorted to the use of knives and cutting.
With an abusive father, my life is on the downfall. My GF broke up with me, because she didn't want to go out with someone who DIDN'T do drugs, since she did. I recently found this out.
I have no Idea how to resolve my problems. Multiple suicide thoughts have run through my mind.
My friends, the ones still remaining, told me this:
"With an IQ of 160, you must be able to fight through the mental depression."
Smarts. That's nothing to the human anymore. Everything to half the world population is sex. No I'm not a virgin, but I don't see the point in resorting to sex as a resolution for everything.
I need help. Any tips, suggestions, ETC. will be of much help. I don't know how much longer I can handle this.
Please, help me.
I, in the past, lost my Mother from the gun-point. After being ruthlessly raped, she was shot to death. At the scene, I watched it all go through from behind ropes. I was tied up. Then shot twice in the legs, as I watched him run.
I watched my mother die. Now I've lost both brothers from a car accident.
I'm 15, and I recently resorted to the use of knives and cutting.
With an abusive father, my life is on the downfall. My GF broke up with me, because she didn't want to go out with someone who DIDN'T do drugs, since she did. I recently found this out.
I have no Idea how to resolve my problems. Multiple suicide thoughts have run through my mind.
My friends, the ones still remaining, told me this:
"With an IQ of 160, you must be able to fight through the mental depression."
Smarts. That's nothing to the human anymore. Everything to half the world population is sex. No I'm not a virgin, but I don't see the point in resorting to sex as a resolution for everything.
I need help. Any tips, suggestions, ETC. will be of much help. I don't know how much longer I can handle this.
Please, help me.