my mom decided to adopt two little boys with down syndrome ages 3 and 5 and they are cute and all but they take up all her time. Now whenever i come home from school, she's all stressed out and just screams at me. I know she doesn't like me in the first place because im the "love child" but to always say how terrable a sister i am to them because of how much i ask of her is pushing it a little. She always comes to me when she is mad and goes to them when she is happy. I get everything shoved on me and she doesn't understand that she is not the only problem i have to deal with. Does she think i have it easy or something because she needs to hop on the bus and spend a day in my school. There is so much i have tried to tell her about the abusive relationship i had with my dad and so many other things i try to bring her back but all she daes is scream at me about how i am trying to make her feel bad, how i make her drink and hit me. She sometimes is such a loser and im afraid i will grow up to be like her! what do i do? I don't know who to turn to, i only have one good friend and she has a perfect family, she wouldn't understand and i don't want to scare her away.
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