OK i am a 14 year old guy and i have not have a girlfriend since grade five. in grade five my girlfriend dumped me hard and ever since I've been very shy and unconfident around girls. i cant even tell if girls like me any more.since it has been a while since i did something with a girl a couple years ago i started fantasizing about guys. watching gay porn, thinking a bout guys instead of girls and shit.i have even done sexual things with a guy i had a crush on.the thing is that I'm a smart guy that over analyses thing and i only feal that homoarousel to "jocks" jockstraps, sport gear, sniffing jockstraps. so i thing that i thought that i was gay because i was attracted to naked athletic men but i think that all along i have been attracted to their jock straps (espeshially hockey jocks). so i when and finally watched straight porn were the girl was with a hockey player and sniffed his jock and then they had sex. i liked this. but the main reason i cant be gay is because when i had those gay interactions(wich NOBODY knows about) i always was strongly disgusted by it. and when i watch gay porn after I'm done masturbating i think this is disgusting, and i would hate to be gay.i also think how awesome it would be to have a girlfriend. i guess what I'm trying to say is do you think my lack of confidence over time lead to the discovery of a fetish which was masked by homosexuality? and the main question is am i gay? and if i was, i am a fighter (in this case mentally) if i want something done i will get it done no matter what i have to do . so if i terned out to be gay do you think it would be possible not to surpress it but to completely fight it off.
wtf is wrong with me?
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I'm a hockey player, so now I'm scared. STAY AWAY. Just kidding. Buy seriously.
To the actual topic. I believe your not gay, but bi. The way you are is suggesting to the idea of bi, since you like the homosexual pornography, yet prefer ladies in real life..
Bi is the only thing I could actually think of for you. -
"and i hate gay ppl"
What a dick.
Anyways, you probably have a fetish or something. -
Your 14... just be a kid.
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just go with the flowArms wave eyes roll back and jaws fall open
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freckles. wrote:
"and i hate gay ppl"
What a dick.
ihaveadog wrote:
sorry if i offended you i did not mean that in a derogatory way
I hate people who hate homophobes.
On topic I can only hope you are able to suppress how you feel for your own sake, it's possible to suppress but alot of people probably don't try, good luck.#1 pickup line of all time: "Hey, does this rag smell like chloroform to you?
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Adramlech wrote:
I hate people who hate homophobes.
I don't think I said anything about hating him, did I? I hate people who do stuff like that. -
#1: everybody has their own take on homosexuality, fighting someone over it seems just sorta useless
#2: I think you're probably just sorta bi-curious as of now. If you aren't ok with being gay or bi or whatever, being that it doesn't seem major then just keep it to yourself.you are the strength-that keeps me walking-you are the hope-that keeps me trusting-you are the life-to my soul-you are my purpose....you're everything -
Alex_Rosque wrote:
Your 14... just be a kid.
I agree!
kids are really starting early these days.. just enjoy being 14 and have fun jeez you don't need to worry about that stuff just yet. -
So what if he hates gays, he's not the only one...it's not something to argue about. Tone it down, people :p
You never know, maybe it's just a phase, you can grow out of it...
Anyway, just enjoy being 14 like everyone else said...don't take life so seriously... -
Don't over-think, it just makes you worry.
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I'm highly against homosexuality.
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ihaveadog wrote:
i know it makes be worry allot but its not like you can just forget about life's problems i mean i would envy any one that can do that successfully
lol, you're going over the top, that's not what I said. I said don't over-think, meaning don't worry TOO much about life's problems.
Everyone worries at some point, those who worry more are more depressed and severe their problems even further. -
You're welcome.
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Dude, I think you are gay.
That or just going through a very confused stage.
Let nature take it's course. -
i think your just exploring i dont think your homosexual though
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