I'm sorry to be upfront and real but I'm pretty sure that if this wasn't a thread posted so we could "talk you out of it" it has no reason at all?
If you were so certain you were going to kill yourself you'd have done it and not posted this.
Which obviously means that there's something in your mind telling you it's a stupid thing to even be thinking about.
You say you have nothing left but you'll never be able to have anything if you do that.
No one wants you to do this so please don't.
If you need someone to talk to i'm willing just think about this a little more before you make any serious life changing decisions.
If you were so certain you were going to kill yourself you'd have done it and not posted this.
Which obviously means that there's something in your mind telling you it's a stupid thing to even be thinking about.
You say you have nothing left but you'll never be able to have anything if you do that.
No one wants you to do this so please don't.
If you need someone to talk to i'm willing just think about this a little more before you make any serious life changing decisions.